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` NAME: Huiling
` D.O.B: 12/01/89
` Age: 20
` School: Republic Poly
` Course: Diploma In Material Science
` part-time/full-time: Student cum Barista
` characteristic: Emo-ism

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Thursday, March 29, 2007

hehe... many days has passed.. a lot of things had happened 2 me... it was all bro's fault tat i can onli update my blog 2day... wif tis brand new laptop... hehe... acer wor... summore its the most ex de in rp le... btw... thank heaven.. im able to get into rp... but i had 2 retake my sci... cuz the course im taking(material sci) need at least a pass... sobz... all tis while has been a pretty tough struggle as i had 2 go solo without fren(ended) n can say without family... bottled up everything.. hmmm... let's start para by para... cuz i've got so much to tell...
as i was saying... dayz has been hard 4 me... haha.. y? when i loss my frenship its a few days b4 my bday... n after tat.. when get O's result... i got 26... it was like duh??? but im happy tat at least the letter indicate tat i could go poly... but.. BUT! when im doing the course application.. all i cant get in! appeal oso fail... until i gave up everything n hope 2 go into a decent private sch... can u imagine how sway was tat? i bet u cant... but god muz have heard my prayers... i've received a letter from rp n was told tat i could have the course material sci... but had 2 retake my sci.. then... i was completely loss.. cuz my path is actually set n now there's a two way route.. making decisions is hard.. esp when i've always let ppl 2 make choices 4 me... but getting into tis course is mum's n aunt's idea.. so i'll juz follow.. zzz boring... lets not tok bout studies...
hmm... actually thr's nth much i could say... but things r different 4 me now... shld say i've grown up... i used 2 like picking up quarrels wif fren n family.. but now... i kinda see things in a different aspect.. or perhaps given up in everything... since quarrel wun make me feel better... i'll juz let u feel better by saying wat u wanna say... rite? used 2 put frenship as my veri first choice... but regretted later... mayb i shld juz put myself first so tat i wun get hurt or used by ppl anymore...
looking ahead... after quitting my job(spinelli coffee house; part time barista in changi t2.. ) i shld b able to get into a whole new environment le... wif all the studies... rp courses n retaking of maths n sci... i shld b veri bz...will b able 2 4get my past frenship real soon ba... cuz when i quit she will b quitting real soon 2 ba... haha... cuz company veri eat money... -.-''' haiz.. stupid me... tot of frenship could actually last but found out tat as frenship goes.. it gets heavier n heavier.. until 1 day u've found out tat its actually the weight tat neither of u can hold? im willing 2 hold on.. but lao tian(holy god) wun allow me 2 do so ba... i will onli make myself suffer more i still have tis frenship... cuz the 1 who put frenship in first place can nv have frens who puts other things first... ( my selfish thinking) if nt (me)giving in will like not willing de...cause cannot see how the other really feels... then tot giving in got no repay... but now.... grown up le(say it again) i found out tat giving in 2some 1 who u think is imp is onli 4 them 2 b happy... no matter how hard it is... as long as they r happy u will b happy 2.. even if ur heart may not feel gd... their happiness may b worthwhile everything... summore i think my limit of giving will b until i quit... get into rp i muz change myself le... tired le... 2moro still muz work...
btw... KAOZ... rp so many CHI--NA... so noisy sia... swt... btw... stopping here... wun write so many le... cuz will write bit by bit everyday le... haha... HU!l!ng@piggy.1989~

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