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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

The sudden urge of smoking..
I wanna go clubbing wif rach,ling,bee n lian real soon..

Im getting tired of the real me..

It's affecting me..
My studies..

Useless..

Helpless..

Speechless..

- LifeGoesOn~

Sometimes i wished u tell me the truth..
than to always not telling me anything or white lies tat is often weak and could be exposed easily..

U're not the only 1 affected by it..
Arent my feeling feelings too?

I juz dun understand..

- LifeGoesOn~

Sunday, September 27, 2009

ZZZ.. blogger sux..
I cant upload my photos..
Anyway..
Went for bee's recommended de facial..
Brought products tat cost me a bomb..
N.. became a member of it..
Short short for tis.. cuz not impt.. -.-'''

Have been "sick" lately..
Still having slight cough.. or rather sore-throat..
N.. hmmm..
Some kinda "sickness" or smth..
Whereby I go to bed at 12am..
I will fall aslp only after 6am..
Slp disorder, stress, somethings wrong wif the body?
Guess i'll noe it tml..
N to those ppl that noes bout it..
I think i've been complaining bout it for the past few days, almost a wk..

Told bff tat it will be my dream come true that i will die young..
lol..
but.. If its true..
I think I will cry till the day i die..

=) thanks for the msges luh..
the countless GO SEE DOC.. N STUDY HARD!
N having rare cases of eating fish porridge rather than restaurant cuz I dun have gd digestion nowadays n could only eat 2meals/day..
N had my camomile.. cuz it will promote gd nite slp..
buying 10yr series..
despite ur bz bz bz 9-6/5day wk intern..

"You're not stupid, juz lazy" n "you juz use ur clever on other stuff beside studies"
I often laugh bcuz of that as it seems like its trying to hoax sum1..
however, if u were to think bout it..
how many people would be concern bout ur studies?
Trust you because of ur ability?
Understands you for who you are?

I'm glad, thankful..
Perhaps it may be nth to the rest..
but its a lot to me, the useless me that must be constantly reminded that im having my o's and needs to study..
Maybe one day u'll understand when ur family doesnt really shows much care n concern bout you..
maybe.. u'll understand..

- LifeGoesOn~

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Owww..
lappy is still wif me..
Wun be lending it.. cuz.. not needed..
lol..

ARGH..
I have to rly concentrate on my studies..

Went for a haircut..
CUI-ED
lol..

NVM..
Will be bz this wkend..
Ling's 21st on saturday..
Will be spending quite a lot..
Cuz im settling the liquor for her bbq celebration..
Headache..

What could be worse than O's?
sighs..

Working for mum in the morning and facial in the afternoon on sunday..
Helping bee buy facial product for her to have her commission..

Oh well..
XD
meeting bff tml for dinner..
N to buy stupid 10yr series which I seriously dunno which is it..
plus revision book..

Hopefully I can win the 8million toto..
LOL!
Cuz i've thrown in $13.50..
HAHAHAHAHA..
Luck please come tml..
XD

Im crazy..
but somehow..
I need that $..
Too much to spend..
Too lil earned..

- LifeGoesOn~

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

I might not be updating until sch reopens..
Lending lappy to bff..
=)

Also a gd way to stop the temptation of wanting to on it..
Cuz the minute I on it,
Im stuck to the screen..
haha..

Still coughing pretty badly..
N it is affecting my slp n studies..
=(

O's practical is 29days down the road..
Jiayou ba huiling..

P.S. avoid contacting me through net or msn..
ciao~

Im rotting so badly..
But bcuz I promise to study..
I will..
So.. pls pls pls try not to ask me out..
I cant resist temptation..
Or maybe it wun kill to go out for a while..
Lols..

miss me..
XD

- LifeGoesOn~

Monday, September 21, 2009

Bee's princess..
Cute isnt it?
=)
Meeting her up tis sat for ling's 21st bday and sun for facial..
So.. will have more updates by then..

Down with flu n cough..
Perhaps that's the reason tat it has been spoiling my mood..
Have been having lots of "issues" wif my mum also..
I dun feel like mentioning it..

Thank you for ur encouragement..
Cuz I don't know what to do without it..
I'm studying hard for the next 1 mth..
Pls, try not to ask me out..
Cuz I rly dun feel like quarreling wif my mum anymore..
The upcoming O's is my everything.. my all..
I juz have to let her noe im not useless..
Haha?
But.. does it rly matters even if i tried?
sighs..

Don't compare me with ur two precious sons..
Im not even treated fairly to begin with..
Sometimes it's rly so hard to tell if im a part of the family..
Or was it apart from the family..

Losing touch of time..
Sometimes I wished I can slp forever..
Im tired of reality..
What the point of striving so hard when u don't have to?
Will you teach me otherwise?
Prove me wrong..

- LifeGoesOn~

Saturday, September 19, 2009

sighs!
I hate it when i dun have enough $..
It sux..
It rly do..

mayb bcuz im sick..
>.<
watever..
hates mummy..
=(

- LifeGoesOn~

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

wed 16th sept
buffet session with sweets,
after tat met up with BFF for dinner..
went back hm n rushed to dbl o to meet up with sweets again..
activity gao gao day..

Managed to have more drinks than before..
But wasnt as seh as before..
Cuz the 2 idiots wasnt thr to toss n slam me ard..
lols..

Sry ppl..
I still couldnt gauge my drink limits well..
at least I could still walk tis time..
not being dragged..
HAHAHA!!!

ohmigod feeling worse than last time..
Cuz I couldnt puke..
>.<

till then..
slp slp slp..

- LifeGoesOn~

Monday, September 14, 2009

I'm dying..
I'm dying..
I'm dying..

I'M DYING OF BLOOD LOSS..
-.-'''

Dun think i'll update a lot..
Cuz i basically missed a lot of updates..
Im lazy to do the rest..

Handling the ghostly town stall is killing me..
especially when i have menses, nth to keep me distracted..
*faints*
Im working for 9hrs tml..
=(

However, it also means i've more time to study..
Cuz im working alone..

Not working anymore after tis wk..
I have to start studying already..
Cuz im really lagging behind time..

till then ba..

P.S, the importancy of one could only be judge when things happen to them..
You know how important you are..

(motivate me to study!!!)
teach me how to feel stress..
>.<

- LifeGoesOn~

Friday, September 4, 2009

teach me whose's at fault..
you or me..

have my words really reached ur mind..
or is it juz another excuses given to worsen everything..

I wished I can tell you im at fault..
But tis time, Im not giving in..
You should understand why..

If u don't seems to care..
Don't bother..

Im human too..
My feelings isnt dead..
Y don't u understand?
redundant or unintentional..
I no longer noe..

- LifeGoesOn~

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Thursday, 3rd sept 2009
High tea session with elena..
=)

bakerzin is nice..
famous for their cakes..
shall not write more bout it.. pics will tell..
working tml is TSK!!!!
=(
enjoy~ haha! pls do not drool on ur com..

youngsters drink ice latte..

old lady drinks earl grey..
LOL!
>.<

this is heavenly..
its called rasberry panna cotta..

Chocolate souffle..

Strawberry shortcake

Macarons!

Well, I couldnt deny that the food thr was nice..
perhaps bcuz its all recommendation inside the menu..

But.. all those juz couldnt fill my stomach..
So.. pizzahut~
lol..
Was too hungry..
Totally 4got bout taking pics..
haha!

=)
Thank you for your bling-ed hp strip..
love em..

thank you for being my bff..
couldnt be more satisfied..

Got tis for emo..
dino house!
woot!
N its slping inside..
How adorable..

alrite..
Ciao~
dead beat.

- LifeGoesOn~

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Im lazy to upload picture for today..
Neither am i in the mood to blog bout recent activities..
Will blog when prissy send me the pics..

Sighs..
Im getting sick of humans..
Seriously.. I am..
I dunno y..

Perhaps im tired of being me..
I'm suffocating myself..

Would you slow down everything for me?
I cant catch up with reality..
Im tired..

- LifeGoesOn~