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` NAME: Huiling
` D.O.B: 12/01/89
` Age: 20
` School: Republic Poly
` Course: Diploma In Material Science
` part-time/full-time: Student cum Barista
` characteristic: Emo-ism
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007


2day is wed, 23 may 2007 le.. skipped skool.. veri lei physically n emothionally.. haiz haiz.. stupidly.. sick le.. think 2 much le ba.. sad... wen will ppl start understanding me other than them wanting me to understand them? oh ya.. 10.. cant go out on fri.. i working.. sat wondering i shld go sherlyn bday party a not.. any1 wanna tag along? hope zah can come... if not will go alone le.. hehe.. but good thing la.. got programme.. then stacey can bring me in cuz i duno whr the place is.. haiz... working fri n sat... muz start saving le ba.. dun feel like relying on my parents for money.. but.. can i?? consider myself veri fortunate le... mom give $ dad oso give... but... sometime i do really think that wat else money can buy besides our daily needs? so useless... argh! the harm of mankind.. so stressed up.. "sometimes its meant to give up the things we cant hold on to" do u agree wif me? ZZZ... what's happening 2 me sia... ok lah... no mood write blog is so stupid... i'll end here...

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Monday, May 21, 2007


haiz.. another tue has passed. its 22nd of may le.. =[ feeling so bad.. im juz [ this ] tired 2 life.. haiz.. yesterday sux! tis wk im back to being alone le.. cuz went back to punggol to stay le.. haiz.. everyday household again.. but gd.. occupied.. but.. i dun like being alone.. sianS.. thinking back bout yesterday's stuff... Oh ya... i was damn tired yesterday.. feeling rather moody oso.. but went out wif xian for dinner.. normally, mon is her BF day.. i shldnt b wrong... but she asked me out instead.. if we are human.. wun we feel that bcuz she got no 1 2 go 2 she go wif frens? haiz.. watch spiderman oso the same.. ask u watch say nt nice.. watch wif bf nice? DANG!! haiz.. things kinda pissed me off.. wheneva such things happen i'll emo le.. dun really like frenship 2 b like tat.. so unfair.. do i have the choice 2 choose other than u choosing? im tired... felt so loss..
but im starting to treasure my family more le.. without company of mum n lil bro for 2 wks bcum so old le.. loved then more than eva.. they are the 1 that truly cares from the beginning.. its juz that i did not see their contribution.. *hugs* btw... im going genting.. relax... give myself time to think thru everything.. shld i or shld i not... then go casino gamble... shld b fun...
zzz.. gonna start with my proj le... blogged soon ba..... sadz...

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Monday, May 14, 2007


its 15 of may 2day le... so long since i've blogged. finally able to voice out. hmm.. tired.. its only tues! updating on the pics ba... yup.. during pris bday.. it was fun.. have lunch celebration wif a gang of ppl.. all in the pic.. after cutting the cake we went shopping and then go arcade to play.. took a lot of pictures. then after that have to seperate from the rest cuz 10 going punggol 2 meet up wif her frens at punggol.. juz rite.. im going hm 2.. then go back wif her.. but b4 that manage 2 gib pris bday hugs.. hope she'll b real happy wif our plans.. next will b 10's de.. but.. hehe.. pris bday i oso got bbday present.. hehe.. thx 10!! 2 be honest... ur the 1 who give me pressi wor.. so touched when ppl rmbs... T__T <--- i real touched... hahaz..
concluding this.. i started to wonder... have i made the right choice in the beginning? should frens b the 1 who shares common interest or b different? how?? how should i defined frens? felt so loss... who is my true frens?? thinking 2 far le... but it kinda upset me even till now... juz felt that if frens dun value things the same, they will nv feel the same bout things.. isnt it? 10 ar 10... kpo huh... give pris my blog... hahaz... but sian ar... muz call more ppl to tag me.. current wun think so much bout life.. bcuz now staying at my aunt house wif mum n lil bro.. finally! warmth! hahaz.. ^___^ wun think that much everyday bout my pathetic life.. then everyday can go hm wif wil cuz his oso in rp! lol... during mother's day he got his pocket burned... luckily mum nv call me half half wif him.. -.-''' $286 leh... 12 ppl lar..
haiz... class starting... i think shldnt say so much le.. wanna blog more but cant... i 2 long winded liao oso... changing!! frens fades.. frens stays... u r?? haiz... xxhuilingxx

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Wednesday, May 9, 2007


hmm.. its so long since i've last blogged. its thur 10th of may 07.. lets keep things short.. cuz im doing my presentation soon.. aww... haiz... nowadays im packed wif stuff... ever since i move to punggol.. things hasnt been good.. yup... i join the guitar and badminton.. first day of badminton next few days= aching!!! sad.. 2 long nv exercise le.. kinda wan 2 give up loh.. summore i got no frens thr.. guitar still got joni pei me.. btw! JONI is a PRO in guitar lah... then in the GENERE walao... guys playing guitar is so charming.. lol.. after learning will i charm some guys down??? LOL.. im having my badminton every tue thur n sat.. but i think im gonna miss every sat.. tiring.. actually i think i should join the leisure group... giving up le...
felt a bit lonely as in every badminton lesson... all have their frens along... but i got none... sobz... my class no 1 join badminton.. haiz... wheneva i go hm... its most likely to be alone.. wished that thr's ppl 2 accompany me... bcuz i will spend 3-4hrs in the bus,MRT and LRT everyday doing nothing(pungol woodland.woodland punggol) wheneva im tired, exhausted... i do feel like crying or perhaps, i cried... cannot cope!! being alone and dun like the feeling of everytime going hm so so so LATE.. haiz... have to stop here le... juz sad lah.... cant share... anything n everything... mum and lil bro not at hm... always alone!! argh! the house so empty! pissed... haiz... suan le...

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Wednesday, May 2, 2007


hmm.. its thursday 2day.. yay!! im into the "competitive "badminton group!! i guess... lol... at least im given a chance lar... cuz actually i cannot make it as i onli get 2 noe that 2day's the trail lah.. bout my past event.. filled.. occupied.. shop!! it's like so fun lar.. spending money like nobody's business... xian.. u broke liao lar.. still spend... nvm.. no need wry bout u... u got kao suah...ok.. since i stop at mon de blog i shall tok some bout how i spend my tue n wed which is = shopping shopping n SHOPPING! for clothes n furniture for my new house! double pay on tue! earned $80 1day.. then after tat shop at jurong pt.. ahiya... didnt do medicure... keke... no need medicure oso nice nice le... then actually tonn at xian house but mum dun allow.. OW... next time can go my house stay... i warmly welcome ppl 2 slp at my QUEEN sized bad in a single room?? lol.. copy..ow... i wish 2 have gal's tok at late night.. bonding frenship and 4 relative its kinship or both! wow.. nice lah.. yes! house warming soon.. next mth.. -.-''' sunday muz move in le! sat my furniture come... sian... dunno can go pris de bday or nt...nvm.. since its 12th of may.. shld b can ba! blog at night if possible.. gotta study le!! bye bye... juz loved shopping wif u.. n my 3 lil dwarf.. annie ah yi,mum n yi ma.. im so giant standing by their side lar!

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