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Sunday, October 28, 2007

IM SO SO SO SO PISSED!!!! OUCH? haiz... dammit... juz when r u going 2 stop ur emoshit? u've been hurting others u noe? I didnt even do anything wrong n u list out each n every of my flaws... 2day i dun even have any idea whr's my wrongs! FUK! im pissed!!!! if i noe i dun even wanna ask u bloody hell! argh... nvm... juz vent my anger here... AAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz... it hurts.. y hurt ppl tis way? so unfair 2 me...

- LifeGoesOn~

Thursday, October 25, 2007

You Are A Blue Girl
Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you.You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

- LifeGoesOn~

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

yup.. I've completed my comb. sci de chemistry... yay! flung? -.-'' things are getting too late to regret... that i've stop reading.. my mood wun allow either.. after examination went to mac near tp to wait for elena.. haha.. as usual gotta wait.. so i've update my Right & Wrong notepad.. saying what I did wrong or right to whateva things that have happened to me... wheneva thr's right... i definately create something that is wrong.. haiz...
after that went to wat ljs.. made my biggest wrongs on tis particular wrongs.. SIAN 1/2.. but what said cannot be erased.. that I could only apologise with my courage.. but guess it wasnt accepted..
brought myself a mouse and a book that is self help again.. but its in chinese.. frankly speaking... chinese can touch heart more than english meanings noe? actually i was looking for a diary for the right and wrong de.. then elena have guess it right... wonder did she read my blog 1 anot... scary.. i tot she reads my mind... but dun wan ba... later she say i copy her then create trouble..
i've find out that some1 actually posses the same pair of eyes that is struggling deep within the soul... HA! not funny... but those helpless eyes are my greatest fear...
oh ya.. after buying my stuff went back hm.. both of us tired le ba... didnt really have much conversation lately... i really wonder what i can do...
went back hm.. wash up n cont reading my book cum msn.. thx andrea for concerning bout my chem.. but didnt replied much to her.. wasnt in that mood nowadays... So So So sry.. people who i shouldn't care i care... those who i should care i dun care... WAT'S WRONG?? perhaps some1 really hit the right answer... some things are not expressive with words... hey.. its something which i've said b4..
oh ya... have a chat wif chun.. again send gn msg 2 every1... didnt know that he so talented... piano grade 6... wow? i oso wanna b musically talented!! guitar guitar! jia you jia you! oh... my guitar clique!! misses..
let nature take its course?? we shall see.. ^^

- LifeGoesOn~

Saturday, October 20, 2007

The 21st Oct... It's 1045 now.. juz woke up... sunday le!! yay? haiz... 24th is my chem examination le... study? haven been doing so... cuz im too too too too too happy?? u believe? haha... gotcha..
this time im letting go the big stone in me is for real le... reasons? I'd like 2 keep it to myself.. ah.... its schooling days.... sure gonna b emoshit in front of my frens... sry if i do...
yesterday i went arcade.. as usual.. arcade but nv study... then after that went 2 buy some alcohol... haiya... nt so rich 2 buy vodka... can only buy alcoholic fruit juice... 5.. only drank 2... cuz confirm finish all wun get drunk... so dun waste... -.-''
a lot of things have been rather unclear... but i sort thru it le... nevertheless.. it wun cause any harm to anyone... i guess i wun b blogging soon... writing a personal diary could be more expressive...
actually... dun really noe y im feeling down... perhaps felt sry for myself that everything isnt worth a try anymore... ok... if im able to blog again... i wun write emoshit again.... goodbye...

- LifeGoesOn~

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Today is sunday.. 14th oct.. Every sunday used 2 be the day I go out and enjoy myself.. sadly,I ended up at home... My O's examination is coming... SERIOUSLY? I am in no mood to study... y? Who cares if I study or not? Haiz... Even if I die or not I guess no 1 would shed a tear... EMO? Yes, I am...

Things didnt turn out well recently.... I started to think, who really cares for me and who doesnt even bother... just using my exam for example.. Who cares if i study? It didnt make any difference, even for those who cares, "must study huh..." SO?? is tat a casual conversation or concern? lol?

Perhaps im having my PMS soon... everything pissed me... n when ppl are pissed, i bow down my head for ppl to climb over it? yes, tat is a failure...

Haiz... new frens r better than old... agree? Perhaps, full time fren is better than part time fren is the correct term.. HAHA? definately full time fren is always thr 4 u cuz 5/7 days u'll be with them.. unlike the rest, once in a blue moon... But nevertheless, they are not forgotten... rite??

something to tok bout my "true" frenship... hais... ended without us noticing it... dunno... but I kinda felt so... ARGH... im so emo... but... life's so bz that I dunno what am i living for.... studying day after day, doing the same routine.. WORST, my exam is coming n im like thinking of shit stuff...

Things have 2 go on anyway... Huiling! adapt to it... let's go on with other things... a word in chinese, JING..-> well.. where will u put me in besides the centre?? u can via sms or tag me the ans... becareful of what u choose....

- LifeGoesOn~