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` NAME: Huiling
` D.O.B: 12/01/89
` Age: 20
` School: Republic Poly
` Course: Diploma In Material Science
` part-time/full-time: Student cum Barista
` characteristic: Emo-ism
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Wednesday, August 27, 2008


classes r out...
#$2$%$#^!@#% leo..
maintenance at this fuk period of time when i wanna check my class..

got the information from amelia's blog that im different class with her,ahyan,peg n cindy..
WTF?
but at least im safe from that class which has..........
-.-'''
huiyan told me that im in the same class as YX..
*pray*
do hope that thr's at least sum1 the same class as me...
best.. my own clique..
Haha...

Its SADDEDNING indeed..
really tot that chance will be high that we will stay in the same class since thr's only 4 environmental sci class..

perhaps its my GPA fault..
2.54GPA.. SHARKS...
how am i able to further on my studies?

different environment is coming up ahead..
super sian 1/2..
will be emo doing my own things once again..
wished i dun have a class which has to keep changing class..
if i do have it =*faints*

BUT! i really hope, pray,wish,anything, watever..
that im in the same class as YX..

-.-''' tat will be the double emo tag team..
cuz i guess the rest do think that we got the EMO aura..
haha.. who to blame,
we are both capricorns...
Her cold joke still ROX!! lols...

things are getting so wrong recently...
Im so tired...
paid my kl & genting trip de tic.. found out im seriously broke..
having difficult customers that pissed me off..
skipping my exercises cuz im juz so tired wif only 4-5hrs of slp everyday..
skipping the chances to go out wif all my besties and frens..
gpa SUX
PP not done... 500words..
ARGH!!!!
*tttttoooooooooooooooooooooooooootttttttt*
i need my trip seriously..
away from everything...
SHOPPING is needed!
FOOD is desired...
FUN is expected..


hope things will get better when i get back...
3more days.. until sch reopen..

GET THE SWAYNESS OF ME PLLUUUUSSSEEESSS!

- LifeGoesOn~

Friday, August 22, 2008


It's the 22nd of aug.. friday..
OMG... OMG? juz came back from facial..
I looked like i've been stung by a swam of bees?
SERIOUSLY???
haiz..
One word to comment bout the facial : "OUCH"
the pain from the squeezing of those clogged pores n pimple..
my face looked like a char siew bao wif stuffing on the outside??? -.-'''

Pluuueeesssee do not ask me out.. I may scare ppl wif weak heart.. LMAO..

Beautician: oh my... have u been slping well?
Me: huh? 3-5hrs considered?
Beautician: have u been eating well lately too?
Me: ya.. I ate a lot... hell lots..
Beautician: haha.. No wonder ur face like tat..
Me: -.-'''

=( hate gg to facial..
ppl tot that its fun... classy or good...
It SUX! the pain.. the time whr u have to lie flat on the bed without moving for 2hrs or more..
the steaming of the face which makes breathing so difficult...
the icing mask that apply up till the throat..
whr got gd..
self torturing..
my face is like shit wheneva i finished facial..
but its rather gd bcuz i was adviced to have more rest.. bcuz how long u slp does affects what ur face will b like?
what u eat is what ur face will bcum too?
ugly.. =(

worst! lynda n chunny is jioing me to st james tml..
simi sia? ZZZ...
i was intending to even skipped work bcuz of my face now jio me to st jame to scare ppl off arhz?
DIAOZ..
T.T SO UGLY...
thou my clogged pores is removed..
its so jialat that my face is filled wif red spots?
WTF WTF?
4get it..
still got 3 times to suffer..
haaahaa.. so what's gd bout facial u tell me?

anyway, I had a great time today..
had my outing.. with peg,ahyan n melia...
went to botanic garden..
despite the non constant starting/stopping of the rain...
we had lots of fun...
food prepared was awesome.. a pity that thr was more than enough food that we didnt actually finish everything..
had games with forefit, twister-ed and had took a lot of pictures tgt..
=)
U guys ROX man..
laughed so much today..
thou we've only explored half of botanic garden..
I guess we all had fun..
thanks 4 clearing my sushi...
haha...
the outing simply makes the holidays so worthwhile..
MORE OUTING~

=( gotta slp le..
need to toner my skin to let it calms..
8-10hrs of slp per day..
possible mah?
eat complete meals
bo ko leng..
4eva pimpled n clogged pores..
Here I Come!
Ciao...

- LifeGoesOn~

Thursday, August 21, 2008


Its 21st august le.. Everything is in such chaos...
My PP is less than 200 words..
god blast me?

I'm making myself so tired recently ever since i've quitted guitar..
BBQ after work.. Jogging after work, badminton then jogging after work, Dinner wif family after work.. WORK WORK WORK..
haha.. 2days my off day.. but i did my jogging..
have been eating a lot while im stressed..
Am I torturing myself?
seems so...

but!
im not a robot.. (those ppl, keep saying me chiongster)
thr's tml picnic, clubbing, outing wif my besties n my genting n kl trip(30thaug-2ndsept)
so sad sch's gonna reopen on the 3rd...
haiz.. seems that im truly a chiongster..
come back on the last day of holiday summore...

what am i actually trying to do?
to quit guitar all of a sudden.. (mayb the ... do wake me up)
to work like fuk when there's more than enough $ for myself..
to exercise like 1 siao gi na then eat like a pig..
to always have less than 5hrs of slp..

=(
but it has been long ever since i've cried..
bout 1mth plus...
haiz..there's seems to be smth caught in btw my heart.. that stress..
ARGH..

there's smth good being a chiongster..
u lose track of time... quickly n efficiently..
u heck bout everything...

I heck bout everything.. note..

wateva la..
some ppl sux...


- LifeGoesOn~

Saturday, August 16, 2008



I'm here to blog b4 my post starts rotting.
A bz schedule as usual..
Work, exercise,outing wif frens and
<-- W55D BBQ.. 13th august 08
*note* My PP is still 'UNTOUCH'
hmm.. couldn't recalled much bout the bbq..
as i was extremely exhausted cuz i went thr straight after work..
Nevertheless, I had fun...
a pity huiyan wasnt thr...
if not we were able to take perfect photos..
OMG.. I 4got what i did liao..
anyway.. bad things happens to those who stayed..
Damn... we werent thr 4 our clique..



Working was intense.. especially when i worked at IBM.. It seems like it is BARISTA cum DISHWASHER... but working at IBM was enjoyable, David is a good manager who believes in equality.. 2bad his married.. Owwww... (u noe.. he does go gym, swim etc etc after work de luh..) -.-''' jking!
But! airport is the best working environment...
at least i can do the way i want do things..
who can stop me? worked thr longer than any1 else.. *proud* PIONEER leh..
I'm even more experienced that the manager?
but.. too bad im juz a part timer..
anyway..
*NOTE* most of the guys do BAD coffee..
u noe what to do next time...
but dun choose the new comer.. LOL..
ppl who cuppa or drinks latte..
u can always request for a better hot drinks if its too hot, flat or foamy..
but asked friendly..

Next is the changi airport stuff outing..
see the bill above? bear in mind its not a toilet paper..
i wish it could..
It took away $580 from the tipbox after 10% airport discount?
thx to the f___ that do most of the eating.. (9pax over thr)
anyway.. In my opinion.. food was horrible at Earle Swensen T3..
everything was overcooked.. the steak, the squid, musscles..
SUX.. good thing the ice cream was good..
DUH... swensen is good for its ice cream..
shahirah: hey gal... how's the 5 balls... nice?
huiling: .........
it was another day which i've skipped guitar...
been thinking a lot bout it..
for the performance.. i doubt i'll be performing too..
i've attend NON of the practice..
Somehow.. I think the decision has already been made in me..
juz that im not doing anthing..
i guess im returning all the club funds that im holding..
Broked my promises..
But i cant commit anylonger..
I wish sum1 could tell me what's right/wrong..
haiz..

randomness.. back to the day i had dinner..
yup..that's elena..
the Super Duper Pang Seh Gia...
LOLs.. =X
No No..
My bestie..
the silent reader..
=(

If you're reading juz to say..
all the best for ur exam..
dun always so stressed up luh..
dun bottled up too much counterproductive feelings..

another 1 is 4 10 n pris.. which i didnt get to take casual photos wif.. so cannot publish..
gd luck 4 ur exams..
10 who wrote on my scheduler.. pao bu pao bu on all thurs..
u huh.. better study hard.. slack too much liao hor?
thx 4 the chatting while touring the reservior..
hmm.. that dao chi yi you sure puts a smile on my face...
haha (secret)

pris the MIA only gal.. u huh.. got organize programme u better come hor..
u ziu fans i ziu you to come.. haha..
u still got us hor.. so cannot say no 1 cared 4 u..( ur blog)
dun emo luh.. recently even cooler than me leh..

^^ jia you all...
actually i need not wry at all..
they are plain PRO or wateva..
this proves that y im the only 1 in RP..
Farked!
but i've got Berri The Good Frens..
=P









- LifeGoesOn~

Tuesday, August 12, 2008


tuesday, 12/08/08. 8.21pm
2day shall be a no pics day..

Monday,2nd last day of sch.. wk 16 which is the end of module for Mr Andy..
The only faci which treated us cheesecake..
nice thou.. shld learn how to make it someday..
Had photo taking session but didnt get the chance to get from emily.. owww.. no photos to view..

after sch headed to meet elena to jog at tam stadium..
had to borrow clothes from her as i didnt bring my clothes to jog..
ended up wearing her slping clothes.. pink top n flowery bottom..
LOL.. i looked like a retard.. evenmore.. i was wearing bra but not sportsbra to jog..
the boobs is bouncing like -.-'''
i swear that thr's no next time jogging without sportsbra...
anyway.. 30+min of jogging n some sit-ups wif besti was great.. thx luh.. if not i wouldnt exercise for the past 2wks..
but i totally wun agree wif not eating after exercise.. NO WAY.. muz eat!!
hm... n i was damn tired..
bcuz on sunday i went back at 1am.. thx to my mummy.. wat por tor stuff..
stayed at wilson house.. Wiskey; jack daniel..
liqueur was great..
but my jiu liang is getting weaker.. i can feel giddiness now..
hmm.. what happened? beats me..
perhaps.. nothingness in u makes you drunk..
haha...

Tuesday: woke up late.. pon sch.. -.-''' i still have the heart to tell amelia yesterday to i veri zai wun ps ppl.. LOL.. wat a great fren i am..
we're supposed to have buffet 2day.. and yup.. we did!
4 of us, amelia, huiyan ,peg n me..
had fun at sakae causeway..
chit chatted, took pics and laughed non-stop..
arcade and hm..

Skipped guitar once again.. its my "countless" time skipping..
ps cy again.. SRY!
haiz..
i dun wish to cont this thing..
what shld i do?






Losing touch wif my guitar...
shld i?



I only wish to enjoy...
not give myself stress...
haiz...

- LifeGoesOn~

Friday, August 8, 2008


Happy National Day... 8/9/08
woke up early in the moring cuz i have to have breakfast wif my family...
SINFUL.. rice in the morning.. OH GOD.. nvm..
thr's this newly established supermarket near my apartment..
the only thing i was attracted to: ALCOHOLS!!!
haha... its good to shop wif ur parents.. cuz u can buy a lot of things without spending any money..
ice-cream,tibits, fried stuff..
owww.. they are just too IRRESISTABLE for me not to buy them...
hm.. n im gg out later.. ^^



On the 08/08/08.. friday.. out of my expectation.. thr was NO guitar practice.. but in anyway.. i wun b gg as im meeting my pangsei gal.. elena.. b4 that went to ikea as she has to buy some household items.. parted wif frens and both headed to TOWN~
did some usual stuff.. shopping n eating..
in the end went back to tam..
n here comes my long awaiting moment.. CHILLING~
brought 2 jugs of liqueur n margaritas.. and some snacks..
two of us.. bitching non-stop..
it has been quite a while..
for us to juz sit and chat..
shall keep the chatting content to myself.. =)
billed.. almost $80.. and hm..
@%^&%!@ tis wk i've spent like $400?
its only a wk.. nvm.. pleasure now is always better than future benefits..
holidays is approaching.. oh no..
im gonna b SUPER BROKE!





huiyan n amelia soooo super sweeeeet..
cuz its damn time consuming to edit those photos..
nice n presentable...
KOOP~
hahas.. (thr's more but dun wanna show u lei)






Anyway.. dropped a stupid plug n it hit directly on my hp..
*CRACK* CHEEBS...
ARGH... hates... WTF... i cant buy a phone now... too broke to do so lar... fuk fuk fuk...
ANGRY! =(
huiling

- LifeGoesOn~

Thursday, August 7, 2008


7th august 2008, the clique outing..
Pictures tells it all time.. (it too me hell lot of time to upload them)
Yup.. went out with peggy,huiyan, cindy and amelia.. whose missing?
yingxiang~ too bad she wasnt able to join us as she was not feeling well.. =(

hmmm.. afterall, its a fun and enjoyable day wif them at vivo..
i shall skipped the process.. u'll be damn jealous if u noe(or am i too lazy to tell?)
haha..

Perhaps this is the time which tis sentence should be used..
Friends are ur trump card..
I guess why this clique turns out successful bcoz..

Amelia: the "bonder".. she drags ppl into discussion when one of the member was not in the conversation.. the helper which helps us out in most of the things.. a veri knowledgeable fren.. she turns out best in neogotiating.. the "psyco-er" but without her it couldnt have worked out isnt it?

Cindy: The happy-go-lucky gal.. The RANDOM gal.. its rather hard to see if she's joking or not... serious or not.. words that comes out from her mouth is always "laugh-able".. she's good in striking all kinds of conversation.. A veri good speaker which can bond wif juz almost everyone.. her words can touch down into ppls thoughts.. her words does makes u think isnt it? she can make everything so happening! can see from her character and attitude bah..

huiyan: she's the most zai wor.. say 9am.. 9am thr... muz learn from her ladies.. the clever 1.. the UT tells it all.. the thinker in our grp.. at times shes the follower, at times she can be the leader.. a perfect combination of the bits and pieces... the say-er and the do-er.. gives ppl a veri reliable kinda character..

Peggy: she the care taker! she's veri considerate.. buying breakfast for us.. she does gives a thought for people.. eg. she'll say "we wun force u if u dun wanna go".. reverse psycology? haha..
a rather good observer when she's quiet.. when she toks.. she can blend with almost every topic wif feedbacks and replies.. the day-dreamer;deep thinker that other needs to clap the hands to wake her from her LALA land... OH YA.. she does peel prawns for frens.. GOOD rite?
-.-''' *thumbs up* for tis kind of friends..

Ying xiang: oh man.. her cold jokes rocks!! soo funny... but i juz wonder y the rest of the clique wun laugh when im laughing? lol.. she enjoys giving comments from things she saw... such as ah lian which she hates the most.. it tend to be super funny... true n funny.. the cold joker.. and the veri straight forward gal.. feel the breeze yet heart warming laughs when u're wif her..

=) will noe more..
the observer... haaaa...


































































































































































































































































































































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