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Sunday, November 29, 2009

Had a jog during late evening..
Lol.. run like a mad dog ard the neighbourhood..
Couldn't even complete the round like b4..
=(
T.T fat until cannot run already..

SO!
Am gonna restrict myself to $5/day!
XD
JUZ JOKING!
I may not survive.. -.-'''
I'll try.. lols..

Went to IT show wif prissy n auntie..
Been sooooooooo long since i've last met them..
Had lots of fun..
prissy got her itouch..
=( and ixus 100 is sold out!!

Thank god eugene is able to get the same deal for me over at his workplace.. plus free batt~
So.. ixus100 or 120, here i come..
Getting it on sunday~

Another thing strike off the wishlist~
fossil watch, itouchS to go..
course to slim down!!!!

Inside joke wif prissy of being able to meet the right 1 or not..
-.-'''
And we chat about speedy dating, being old virgins, getting old tortise..
For now, we're 20..
We can be joking it off..
10 years down the road I think we're be crying la!
Hahaha..

Everything has its own good or bad..
It's juz how you see those things..

quoted,
with many of their social and personal needs being met by friends, it's no surprise that women are more likely to question commitment. In the absence of one significant other, many women find themselves turning to their friends for support.

So, having a bf or not, does it truly matters to modern women anymore?
OF COURSE IT DOES! maybe..
chances of conceiving drops at 35..
good luck to you and you..

no.1.wish.to.be.single.forever.

- LifeGoesOn~

Friday, November 27, 2009

Does frienship fades with time?
I was hoping it doesnt...
But, am I doing otherwise?

The feeling that I may be dropping out of everything that I hold..
Living in a world without friends....

Am.I.Pretending.To.Much.That.Im.Tired.Now?

Walking too fast,
I cant seems to catch up with that pace..

Yet to mature......
But I just don't wish to see the adult world so soon..
Naive, I am..
Probably I will catch up after 2mths..
Or maybe not..

Life, I do not see them as a whole...
It's juz some broken pieces that everyone is trying to fit..
The more u try, the harder it gets..

There is no happy endings in this world..
F life.

- LifeGoesOn~

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Quoted,
can someone true say ” i understand you very well” to me without me always telling you all about me.
if i do not talk about myself, can someone actually say that?

Not trying to act yi ge or anything..
But I do like quotes that strucks my imagination going..
No rights, no wrongs..
Something..
So hard to even comment to cheer nor say a single word over the feelings behind..
The slight pinch of sadness tat can be felt in a quote, i like.

Wouldn't it be true that if we never tell oneself about us, they are able to understand you? No.
Even if its the 1 that is the closest, dearest or 1 that have been wif you for ages? No..
In fact, it's really hard to find 1 that understands you without you telling them whom you are..
.......

Ans: It's our habits tat makes things obvious for the other to understand without words..
Time is all it takes..

I would ans:
I will not want you to tell me anything..
For I will understand one with my heart,
Those words, "I understand you very well" have no values in them for we cant understand one entirely..
I will try my best to understand you for whom you are..
Learning n understanding is for eternity..
Grant me the time n trust forever will be..
I will tell you, I can..
=)

Random.. XD
No offense, juz blogging..

goodnite n sweet dreams..

- LifeGoesOn~

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Got myself a rather "cool" hairstyle again..
WAY TOO COOL to accept i guess..

Bro: It looks weird..
Mummy: Y cut so short..

XD
lol.. its some what new..
Basically, because I cut my hair veri often..
Bob, layered or 1 side short 1 long..
I've tried all kinds of short hairstyle..
Now its... IDK?

May be a lil boy-ish..
But its what my hairdresser tot would be good for me..
Well..

I shall not style it to look a lil more girly..
LOL..

Hopefully no negative comments..
=)

The tot of putting on make up for long and for real..
Maybe when I have more nice shirt than T's..

Would you agree wif me that being pretty is when you wan to catch the attention of one self other that putting it juz bcuz you wan urself to be pretty?
If you wans urself to be pretty, still, u're wanting others to noe it..

I.don't.like.the.attention.
I suppose..
It drops my morale..
Cuz..
Hmmm..
let's not go too indept..

P.S. I do not have outer beauty.. I'm flawed..
But all I have to do is polished my inner self..
Don't try to talk some sense into me..
It's reality and fact that you cant change..

Sighs.

- LifeGoesOn~

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Dun think i'll be upload pictures cuz basically I dun think I have the mood to after the "lost and found" incident..

=(
Was scolded so badly..
Not by my mum but bff..
Sometimes, I dun have to say anything..
She'll get it all right..

I can be alright with everyone even if i lost the world..
But, the mask of "strong and acting" always failed when she's thr..
Lol..
I supposed I teared a litle over her words..
I guess im really tired, physically of not having enough rest..

I really dun mind losing things..
but.. yea.. how many times have I lost stuff?
Do I really have to lose stuff once or twice every yr?
handphones, wallets and now laptop..

sighs..
I dunno..
It really aches my heart to noe that my bff is concern bout me, while my mum is concern about the laptop..

Thank you for being there..
Cuz i noe u're the one i could count on..

Sighs..
Aint feeling gd although I had my laptop back..

Hates every part of what we called, the truth..

- LifeGoesOn~

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Sometimes, we shouldn't see things too clearly..
It makes us tired..

Well..
Im tired to update bout my recent activities as well..
I need more rest..
Plently of water..
Bcuz my face cui-ed a lot when I dun have enough slp..

=(

If we were a little more true to our own feelings..
We wouldn't be feeling so miserable..

If only people takes the initiative to understand one another better..
We wouldn't be feeling so empty and lonely..

Too bad, Happiness don't come easy..
And saddness alway follows..

sweetdreams and goodbye..
xoxo.

- LifeGoesOn~

Monday, November 16, 2009

maybe, im tired..
too tired..
DUN CARE~
wooooohoooo~

- LifeGoesOn~

Sometimes, I find myself childish to be upset over people's words and action..
I told you i'll start avoiding to solve problems..
I'd often believed that "duo yi ge bu duo, shao yi ge bu shao"
having 1 more or less makes no differences..

I don't really give a shit about those tat cares less..

Don't test my patience..
I've good temper, doesn't mean I have no temper..

Trust me,
I do have my limits in accepting attitude..

I might use my fist to do the talking..
LOL?
I just wished to vent everything out I supposed..

I will not b bothered bout it anymore..
SHAKE IT OFFFF!!!

p.s. "I need tat maturity.."

- LifeGoesOn~

Saturday, November 14, 2009

http://www.spring.gov.sg/Entrepreneurship/FS/FS/Pages/young-entrepreneurs-scheme-start-ups.aspx

business grants..
OMG?
I wonder who will have the same interest as me to set up a super duper cafe..

Will you be interested to set up a dream cafe wif me?

Lol...

just keep dreaming..

Haha..

- LifeGoesOn~

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Love?
Hate?
Happy?
Unhappy?
Emo?
Crazy?

Maybe im thinking too much..
Maybe I should always bear bff's words in mind..
"It doesnt pay to be kind.."

I'm not perfect..
It's hard to figure people's feelings..
I don't like this kind of feelings..

I felt helpless..
=(

The more obvious it grows..
I'm sure I'll start avoiding..

I don't really care for people that is out of my circle..
N trust me, that circle isn't big, not at all..
I wouldn't bother.. I wouldn't give a fuck..
I'm done figuring..
Exhausted..

- LifeGoesOn~

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

I would like to love..
<3

- LifeGoesOn~

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Sunday is probably gonna end in a few hrs time..
Still not too late..
Happy birthday fishy~
=)

Too lazy for pictures..
So.. bear with it..
haha..

Half dead..
Fri..
Skipped sch.. was too tired for everything and intended to give myself a rest to pamper my soul..
but relatives came.. and it was hard to slp any longer..
=(

Realised 1 thing..
I'm not really able to slp well wif sum1 beside my bed..
Thou i dun actually flip much..
But.. I juz give them a lot of space n make my slp a lil less plesant wif the space being left wif..

gambled like thrs no tml wif them..
Had seafood for dinner on sunday..
Meet up wif ahyan, peg n friends afterwards..
Cuz ahyan has cravings for liquor..
pub-ed and breakfast n hm sweet hm..

Sunday..
Slack hm sunday..
kana tua..
Lost count..
But I pretty much don't care bout it anymore..
Things are meant to be if it cannot be changed..

The only thing im for sure..
It doesnt change friendship..
=)
hmmm..
Maybe it juz fades..
-.-'''
I don't really know how to say either..
the logic of "too much or too lil harms you, try striking a balance instead?"
Tat's how I supposed I should be feeling..

For gd or for bad..
Guess we've changed a lot..

Im actually missing those days..
childish moments..
haha...

Seeing ppl wif bff makes me think of my old times..
not as thou im not happy wif now..
Maybe..
Im juz yet-to-be tat as mature now..
N bbf's up ahead of how life is suppose to be..
haha..
If my mature is veri mature already..
I bet u haven seen better..
Someday I'll show u hers..
WAHAHA..

=)
The good are not for u to noe..
Bcuz it belongs to only.. me..

Don't.like.sharing..
Whr clever meets dumb..

goodnite and sweetdreams.

- LifeGoesOn~

Thursday, November 5, 2009

I didnt noe the sentence
Single or attached can cause a kiosk on fb..
Im low profile to begin wif..
Dunno what the f*** gotten into me..
I typed in down..
Hmmm..
haha!

=)
its true..
being really comfortable with one,
you can talk naturally
topics comes naturally
and you will feel happier talking
it's without pressure
and talk not for the sake of preventing the awkard silence..

truly be able to be who we are..

hmmm..
It's been quite long since im able to learn from sum1..
It allows you to keep thinking..
R u the suspect or victim of the flaws and loop holes arising between ea other?
Or was it juz the barrier that one couldnt overcome?

How true will you be?

The flaws, the iceburg..
Im trying..

- LifeGoesOn~

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Had a heart felt chat wif C.
=)
thanks..
At least I noe that im not alone..

Closer or not?
It's rly hard to tell..

Better off without?
I don't rly know..

Unhealthy to dread over it..
Remains forever a mystery..
For me to know.. and for you to find out..

Sometimes I wished that every friends will have "huiling, Im ur friend written on their forehead"
So I wun have to give my best for the 1's tat isnt..

Do you feel that way too?

- LifeGoesOn~

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

-.-'''
I ALMOST 4got to bring my calculator for tml's physics paper..
ALMOST!

Thank god I have a human notebook..
XD
Still the 1 tat noes the shit out of me..
how could I do without you ar my bff..
God didnt grant me brain..
Luckily he grant me a friend wif it..
HAHAHA..

Alright..
I'll make sure i've good news to report to her tml..
Ciao~
=D

Its dumb..
But.. I am by nature..

Drained by all the papers and UTs..
Im tired..
Veri veri tired..
But I still got to keep pushing myself..
JIAYOUS!

My.Best.Friend.
N.Always.Will.Be..
<3

- LifeGoesOn~

Monday, November 2, 2009

2 down 2 to go..

Would you believe that my mummy actually tells me to join the rest of my relatives in gambling instead of studying for my O's chemistry?
Haha..
I told you my family were special..
I think the 1 that truly cares bout my grades would be the 1 n only bff..
cuz u'll definately says..
"It's all for ur own good"
=)

bff: how's ur paper? know how to do anot?
me: huh..? some I noe.. some I dunno loh.. I cant possibly noe all right?
bff: you told me tat every year while having ur examination.. *tsk*
me: you don't expect me to be like you right? all noe how to ans.. -.-''' tat's insane.. (she insanely clever)
haha..
high expectation vs no expectation..
It couldn't be any better.. =D

Let me tell you a secret..
-___________-'''
I have yet to collect my N's n O's cert after 3,4yrs..
LOL!
damn retarded!
N I dunno whr to collect them now..

Sometimes I don't even noe what i am doing..
Will you teach me what's life?

Will they be better off without....
me?

sighs..
I wanna be better than me..
but im starting to doubt my ability juz bcuz I don't know how to communicate..
it sux..
it rly do..

- LifeGoesOn~