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Friday, October 31, 2008

31st october 08...
yeah! its payday...
$368 deposit into my acc..
suddenly have the urge tis morning to update my bank book..
its has been ages ever since my last update...
n... i've truly regretted doing so..
earned $368 last mth.. i've spent $698.80 too..(exclusive of allowance n transport from mummy)
-_______________-'''
KILL ME!
luckily I only have the courage to check for last mth spendings..
haha!
thx to sum1 hor..
SUM1...
sum1 that always ask me out to eat..

Seriously.. i've spent too much...
Tis is seriously nt working out..
my $$ is depleting..
DADDY! pls get back to work..
=(
pls teach me how to save $$...

Its juz so hard to resist the temptation of food..
Had Sakae Sushi buffet today..
thanks to that sum1 again loh..
worked $38.. $35 gone into the stomach..
LMAO!
I shld knock myself against the wall..
I noe tat.. -.-'''

but.. life's really too short to not enjoy..
I SHALL................

NOT UPDATE MY BANK BOOK ANYMORE...
WAHAHAHA!

I Liked Whatever Thing Im Doing!
X)
hopefully my parents dun see my acc..
if not.. IM SO DEAD!

Am I really tat hopeless?
I need to find some ways to value $$..
I WAN TO BE A MISER!
xD

working event tml n sun..
Toa Payoh Sports Hall (7.30am-3pm)
wonder if my frens could visit..
checking it out tml..

owww... at times..
I felt so tired..
earning just to spend them away on food...
buy stuff...

I need a break...
some break... no work, no sch, no frens... no nth... juz alone... SLPING!
*dozed off*

- LifeGoesOn~

Thursday, October 30, 2008

2day..30th october 08..
Finally had my PP presentation done..
tis is what i gave to my faci..
yx, ginny and elena.. =) hope u all enjoyed it!
sry to those that were unable to receive..
too bad!
Im so tired..
meet up wif elena for dinner n hm sweet hm..
working working working..
im so tired of it..
my expense is basically too high to not work..
I need more $$...
hopefully daddy get back to work..
=( can any1 feel tat kind of tiredness?
1 whole wk is almost gone.. n i've gave it all to work..
I wish to slp for a while longer n enjoy more!! haiz!

Anyway! dad was clearing the store rm.. n.. clearing all the dusty box..
he found our photo album..

every was indeed memories..
my gayish big browie..
the macho me..
my cutest lil browie..(his not now.. N his a pain in the neck)
my grandmother ;mar mar..
times i wrestle wif big browie..
times i've pampered my lil browie..
my family photo of how i've grown.. (always stronger n macho than my big browie... X) im not fat!) pls do not say tat! haha!
i've grown pretty much didnt i?
something which remains the same...
my dearest cousin..
ling, bee , lian and me..
the 1 that has accompanied me throughout my journey of life..

from young.. UNTIL now.. and shall go on forever..

Another is my loving daddy and mummy..
to think that they could still flirt with ea other while looking through the old album..
isnt tat the sweetest things in life?
thank you daddy and mummy..
without you.. i would have never felt life..
thank you big browie for wrestling me in the past to keep me strong to wrestle wif lil bro now..-.-'''
making me happy by giving me $ without return!
erm.. can i skip lil browie?
lol!
haha.. without him..
guess im too matured..

far too matured..
thanks la!
the 1 that constantly make my blood boils..
stupid ham bao which always hai me kana for daddy n mummy..
my mar mar..
that used to give me the greatest support..
i'll always rmb you..
my only grandparent that was thr for me for 12yrs of my life...
my foursome..
no wonder thr's this sentence..
blood is always thicker than water..
perhaps they are the only 1 u can shake off..
the 1 that is meant to be thr forever n ever..

i simply love tis feeling..
loving myself evenmore..
im so cute when i was young..
even now.. im still fatter than big browie..
1 head taller than mum..
n my hands is the biggest in my family..
MUTATED!

haiz.. seriously..
I wasnt so EMO pai in the past..
guess mar mar death really impact a lot on me..
n ever since then.. we had nv taken another family photo...

once over.. its over..
things cannot be amended..
people do change.. it may not be what they wan..
can i find myself back? .......................................

- LifeGoesOn~

Sunday, October 26, 2008

26th october, sunday..
A promise to myself..
I had my PP project done! (proj on spinelli)
What I had to do now is.....
Wait for approval of PP then can start printing le!
Wish me luck!

LOL!
sry yu xiang!
I didn't noe my PP cant send thru..
U shld be thinking y u say wanna help me I nv send you my PP ba... HAHA
>.<
thanks! I appreciated it!

same to elena..
wanting to help out wif my PP..

I did a pretty gd job without any help!!
X)
first time I really relied on myself!
grow up le!

(this is the ez link pouch i've lost..)
but perhaps what determines friendship is us...
not objects..
RANDOM!

Working tml..
owww..
10's first working at spinelli 2day..
wonder if everything is ok...
hopefully she's not working wif liz..
-.-'''
10! jia you!

having events again at toa payoh on the 1st n 2nd!
hehehe.. $$$$$$$
XP

ok.. gtg!
gd luck to all for their PP proj and Presentation!
Faster finish up ur POSTERS!!!

gonna read my book..
"you're addicted to you"

self improving books is the best!

ciao...
hate some silent readers!
gonna put password to this blog...
n block those unwanted ppl!
BLEHZ!

- LifeGoesOn~

Saturday, October 25, 2008

will be feeling bad if i dun blog...
guess im too stucked up 2day..
dwelling in my own emoness..

some things kinda surprised me 2day..
and indeed, has wake the "me" up..
not being boastful or anything..
but i've nv upset any friends unless it was intentionally..

but, I was wrong..
sometimes.. its not action that we do that can upset ppl..
but is the response u give that can actually hurt ppl..

rather happy..
awake the "miss nice" to be even nicer..
and.. i've wasted too much time being emo..
its time to get back to "ME"
MUZ get my PP done by tml!!

wonder if i did really upset ppl..
it has been awhile eversince i've last upset ppl..
even apologising didnt seems convincing at all..

ok.. i sux..
but haha.. it sure doesnt feel gd..
perhaps.. I've that ability.. to be able to feel how others feel at that moment..
feeling so apologetic..
perhaps I myself feels that its unforgivable..

my display: Some things, once done, cannot be ammended...
will not seek for apology..
bcuz i believed that person doesnt seek apology but my understanding towards some things..

to ppl out thr
if I did smth wrong..
voiced out..
Because I care bout how each and every1 feels..
Perhaps only my friends.. (strangers; I cant be bothered)
u'll help me out as much as this person did 2day..

veri much appreciated!
=)

real tired.. CIAO~

- LifeGoesOn~

I wish to cry my heart out..
So tat I can continue wif my PP..
But.. it doesnt seems to be stopping..

Im too tired..
Off limits..
Or I'm just too sad over some things?
It hurts..

- LifeGoesOn~

A promise to myself.. and to sum1 craving..
sushi!
it was after environment UT that i've rushed down to meet elena as she had to bring me to ubi driving centre..
got my motor passbook changed..
AND.. im having my BTT soon!
wasted $80 for opening the motor acc.. T.T at least I got back my $100 deposite.. thank luh.. without ur help I wun even noe how to get my deposite back n sure tio scam..
as usual.. the 1 that always need help from others..
LOUSY ME!
but im good le hor.. at least got treat u..

I was damn tired after gg ubi.. infact I wasnt feeling veri good..
I somehow could foresee that i'll be getting another Excellent as i've missed out a lot of the ut question.
but! 1 thing for sure, meeting up wif my bestie to eat or chill is always my best remedy..
wat can be better than eating???
=)

It's saturday 2day...
a very tiring day for me as I didnt really had enough slp..
project is giving me nightmares..
n.. so far.. i've only done 2 slides..
I DUN HAVE ANY MOOD TO DO AT ALL?
haiz..
after worked, PMS-ed..
I hate 2day...

haiz.. suan le..

Fair n Nt Fair..
Or its juz ppl that r important OR just some nobody that doesnt even need to care bout?
ok.. im tired.. *screwed*

pls encourage me to do PP..
lol? so dead.. but I just cant seems to start.. SLACK!

*ps: guess what diploma she's in? hint: uses calculator*
omg.. feels so wrong rite?
while slacking, out comes the calculator..
(PRESS,PRESS, PRESS)
lol! ok la.. she's not so typical..
she just brought it recently..
SHE IS NOT SO VERI THE THRIFTY!
oops.. =X

- LifeGoesOn~

Thursday, October 23, 2008

gratz to bee bee on getting married soon..
I think its really true that u're getting married now..
really hope that she could be happy with whateva thing she do..
guess I will not elablorate too much..

sucky enviornment UT get E!
FUK! im gonna study like hell 2day and get gd grades 4 my 2nd UT!
*pissed* lol!

using bribery to pass my PP!
LOL!
preorder mini scones and muffins...
seriously.. its so EX! 1 bite $1 gone..
then poster still needs $..
luckily its nearing payday(end of mth)

and thanks to bee bee,
i manage to have 2 day of event at toa payoh..1st and 2nd nov.. 7.30am -3pm(hopefully that manager dun tua me again.. if not i'll #%^#%@ him upside down.. LOL)
love bee bee, my dearest cousin..
gonna earn $112.50 a day luh.. compared to my $38 @ spinelli airport.. -.-'''
and helping me to order the pastries..
T.T
blessed!

meeting up wif elena tml..
ARGH.. if not for the UT I would have skipped sch tml..
changing my motor license to car de..( i will catch up wif u de elena!)
and she's helping me wif it..
to transfer my $100 motor deposit into car license deposite
then PP oso getting advice n feedbacks from her..
or she help me wif it..
LOL!
now u noe why she's my forever bestie?
just too much like a mother..
>___<
im so so so so fortunate to have a bestie like you!!!
not goona blog too much u can read the previous blog..
shall not be blogging only after sat..

too much things to handle..
I have to buck up in my studies! that E for excellent!
YET! im still veri happy...
thank you!
yes u!
=)

- LifeGoesOn~

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Wednesday, 22nd october 08... 6.57pm
It has been so long ever since i've gave myself a break to "stay" at hm..
finally got my ez link card replaced @ $21, concession @$52 and top-up $10..(hougang)
MUACKZ mummy 4 paying it..
thou i shld be responsible for the lost of my own valuables..

Daddy's finally starting his work..
hehe! this means im gonna be spoilt by him again..

Sort of trying to cheer myself up..
=\

sry to 10 and prissy..
4 losing my ezlink mini purse..

another saddedning thing is that..
I think I get 'E' for my environmental science UT..
haiz?

heck!
gonna faster do my pp proj..
before I gets emo again bcuz of unfinished stuff..

btw! LOW EE LING! -.-''' dun put so big de CHEONG HUI LING inside ur blog..
haha..
thanks.. really owe u a lot..
u never fail to put a smile on my face and cheer me up..
be it msg, comments,blog messages, meeting up or calls..
the simplicity of ur frenship always chase away my emoness..
I think the only thing I can say is..
thank you for being my friend..
and is always there when im having my "downs"
definately.. my "ups" too..
cheers to our 7yrs de friendship
same to PRISCILLA.. the MIA gal... (come out come out where ever you are)

ok.. I shld be feeling better..
lastly.. think I have smth to say to you elena..
I shldnt be so "secondary school" in frenship..
I believe you have your reason in whateva things you do..
Im sry for being childish and only wanted you understand ur wrong doings..
but at times there's no other way to let u understand others feelings if you've nv gone through it urself..
I think the hardest for friends to say is sry..
despite you always saying it to me..
I never treat it seriously..
perhaps.. you're the only friendship i've taken too much for granted..it juz aint only u..
perhaps its bcuz i've gone through too much thick and thin and u're always supporting me without and repays..
coping my hard times when im the only 1 to be seperated from my sec 3 life.. when im the only 1 to be transfered to 3A2..
help me passed my N level wif flying colours..
and my O's.. where 5A2 only had less than 8ppl gg poly..
teach me how to make up..
bring me out of my own pessimism..

A friendship could brings so much tears..
Its bcuz we've gone through so much of joy..

we may have let frenship drift...
4gotten how to chat with each other as much as the past..

but.. u're my friend forever..
and will forever be my pillar of support..
I do treasure tis frenship as much as you did..
thank you for always giving in..
4 doing so much which i've been taking it for granted and thinking that im forever the 1 being the "good" 1..
sorry.. 4 always making you difficult..

I'm truly sorry..
apology accepted?

forever.friend..
always..
=')

hope u're reading it..

- LifeGoesOn~

Monday, October 20, 2008

21st october 2008..
its tuesday le..
pon sch yesterday wif amelia and huiyan..
peggy, yx and cindy couldnt tag along due to some "attendance issue"
thus they pang sei us to be guai guai sheng..
had breakfast at cwp mac..
trained to city hall.. then to bugis..
shopped a lot and ate a lot..
a day worthwhile ponning..
=) thanks!

had been eating a lot lately..
perhaps.. again.. cuz im not really feeling gd recently..
and all i could do is eat to make me feel better..
haiz..

have been avoiding quite a lot of things recently..
I just wished to pause everything..
n get back on track when im feeling better..
if im taking frenship for granted, i apologise..
but i just wish to be away from my frens..
alone..

exercise doesnt seems to help..
eating is making things worst cuz im getting fatter..(i'll kill myself if I gets fat)
crying seems ptless..
im juz not feeling gd..
cant get the emoness off me..

I really dun like the feeling of being taken for granted..
haiz..
need a few days to adjust my mood..
give me some time..

i'll reply u when i gets better..
Or shld i just care bout how i feeling other than being concern bout others?

selfish?
I dun wanna CARE!
no comments needed!

- LifeGoesOn~

19th october 2008, gratz to kelvin n evelyn..
happy wedding..
food was amazing..
meeting up wif my cousins couldnt be any better..
loves!
was asked to be stay at the guest counter wif 2 of my pretty babes.. haha!(too bad pics were not wif me)
tmy cousins simply look amazing..
so does the food..lol..
enjoy the pics and ignore my "zi lian-ness"
owww.. wanna get married!! lol! jkjk..

- LifeGoesOn~