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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Feeling much better now... after a whole 13hrs of slp..
haha...
thank you to all that r concern..
thanks to p***y..
>.<
ya.. 100% of what she've said is true..
shall not tell u what it is..
cuz i may have unexpected visitors here...
hmm.. perhaps yesterday im already alrite..
cuz.. chris make me cried so much more wif that
"if she's your true frens she wun do that"
n so much more..
N its juz enough to make me cry non stop at the bus stop..
his really not gd at countering problems..
cuz.. If I regard her as my true frens... n he said that she dun...
its like "thunder strike" in my heart...
but.. his really gd at letting ppl get carried away wif other stufff...
so.. didnt feel much pain...
OK! I shall earn big buck and not spend any $...
so.. I wun eat gd food anymore...
until my dad starts working..
hmmm..
lastly..
I seek that apology..
trust me.. a face to face 1..
Im not giving in anymore...
I cant juz give in forever...

- LifeGoesOn~

New yr eve seems so sucky..
new yr seems sucky either..
4 what i noe..
I may b crying for both days...
As tears didnt seems to stop 2day..
I dun like that sentence
"juz give me the $$"
U're the 1 lending it.. not the 1 im owning u $..
I dun think i'll have any regrets giving up tis kind of frenship..
I can skip saving up for jan..
everything u've done..
Im sorry... I dun have the power to give my best for this frenship..
I seems to have enough of everything..
If u treat me as ur bestie..
u wun say such things.. and what u've said the last time..
If u're such a bestie..
u wun only cared for ur own feelings...
u make me so speechless..
tis 5yrs of frenship seems like a piece of joke...
A joke that brings so much tears..

- LifeGoesOn~

Monday, December 29, 2008

A tiring day as usual..
People.. if u're free.. can visit me at suntec..
Cause im currently working at suntec tower 5.. B1-008 for 2day, tml and sat..
Morning shift.. 7am-3pm
Most probably u'll see me rotting thr...
ITS SO BORING!
I can treat u all a cup of espresso coffee.. LOL!
Cuz its not my workplace.. so cant offer much..

School's reopening real soon.. to be honest..
I didnt enjoy at all..
some ppl r rather bz..
too many things is coming my way..
january is horrible!!
8th; ftt
10th; yx bday(hinting me wif... $$.. LOL!, ppl u noe what to do)
12th;mine
14th; chris bday(hinting me wif that new york cheesecake)
16th ; elena bday!!!(I noe what she needs.. what else could she needs?)
28th; amelia bday
n i 4got which date is aunt's bday.. n bee's baby is coming to this world soon!!
CHINESE NEW YR oso..
god.. this is scary...
and to be honest.. capricorns juz loved to receive $$...
cuz most capricorn babies that I noe wans $ more than everything else...
hmmm.. alrite i gtg...
im bz again...
update soon...
hopefully it wun be so dead anymore..

- LifeGoesOn~

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Im back..
wasnt able to update bcuz I was damn bz..
Stayed over at jiu ma's house on sat after work, didnt have the chance to use com oso..
SERIOUSLY.. IM SO DEAD!
The whole of my mum's side de relative tot i got myself a bf?
Every1 was like asking.. noe from whr? how old? went thru army le? rich? handsome?
It sux.. bcuz mummy juz kept silent..
What I can only say is I dunno..
Bcuz.. Can I actually say.. a guy called me 4 hrs... repeatedly.. juz to tell me bout his troubles?
juz by chatting wif him..
my hp flat 2 times.. mum's hp flat once..(when no charger, called sum1 to bring)
Im not bragging.. 3hrs of chat is enough to kill a hp..
and enough to burn ur ear.. -.-'''
and when I had no choice.. I had to use my cousin hp to msg..
TIS IS A ****ing BIG MISUNDERSTANDING!
haiz.. but who would believe me that its juz plain toking?
Got so much to say meh?
Dun ask me.. ask him..
however! his problem is finally solved!
YEAH?
Perhaps.. I shld add in my feelings ba..
Its hard for me to chat for long.. cuz i dun entertain..
But somehow.. I dun like letting ppl down wif "NOs"..
I actually dun feel like chatting wif ppl I do not really noe..
BUT!
can u actually believe that while blogging we're msging?
I think help guo tou le..
We became like "brothers".. -.-'''
4 me.. nah... dun really think love is smth im gg for either..
I dun like to msg non stop.. or tok non stop..
its not realistic..
ARGH! watever...
I dun love him.. 4 what I explain so much sia..
Hmm.. Juz.. wondering if things would come to an end...
As the problem is solved.. or rather not?
ZZZ! that fuking biatch!
ok.. I shld learn to say no le..
Im really kinda tired.. haha?
Im getting old... lol..
Used to play on wif other ppl..
but.. Im kinda sick of it...
soo... lettme rest..
ahhh..
stupidly.. wonder how he can be so energetic.. chat until 1am.. 6am can msg..
but the feeling is rather gd chatting wif him..
cuz.. he toks a lot..
n i listen a lot...
I shall update soon...
I NEED $$$..
working non-stop le..
even if its at suntec.. PIA! CHEONG AR!
nature takes its course...

- LifeGoesOn~

Thursday, December 25, 2008

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Its still christmas..
But celebration is over..
Haha.. celebration wif the lim,yeo,kok, chow and lastly my cheong family was great..
Games;musical chair.. forfit.. pole dance(yan wu), barney dance, pluck nose and leg hair, snatching ppl's lips for lipstick stains.. blar blar blar..
Another games is treasure hunt.. and lastly, majong paper game.. fitting ourself inside the mj paper while its getting smaller n smaller..( i did smell a lot of manly smell.. -.-''')
ham, honey chicken, turkey, spaggetti, sushis,logcake cocktail and jelly was great.. being the host..
Wasnt able to upload any photo..(too bz)
Drank pretty much too..
red+white wine, vodka and gin..
After celebration is juz gamble gamble gamble..
slpt at 4am.. cool?
dun you juz loved celebration too?
too bad it wasnt celebrated wif my friends and my beloved cuxz..
I MISS YOU ALL!!

Haiz.. im still stuck wif my friendship problem..
I really hate it..
Perhaps thats the reason that I kept eating..
Stomach is not working well recently..
eating too much juz makes me feel like gouging the food out..
n bcuz my stomach is always full..
Its will be hard to slp..
shld i gouge the food out? -_-'''
im sooooo fulll yet.. im still putting in food.. haiz..

Im feeling veri stressful recently..
too much things is coming my way..
I need $ desperately.. (dad's not working again)
FTT coming..
I had to cope wif work..
so many things..
Haiz..
Now.. life seems to change..
bcuz I have 1 more thing to trouble bout..
him.. army boy..
ok.. I shall juz state that im only helping him out to solve some problems that I used to encounter..
No a single bit of love.. He has sum1 else he loved..
As for me.. im too bz for 1.. For at least i noe.. love can come from not juz bf.. *thou love is needed*
but.. haha?
Things is getting a bit out of hands..
bcuz.. once started..
it'll never end..
how come I sees it as a chores to chat and msg a guy?
-.-'''
something.. everyday..
or am i juz tired bcuz of yesterday's hang over?
his a guy wif problems which brings flashback to my life..
those painful 1's...
ARGH...
haiz.. did i help him in a wrong way juz by letting him call me and msg me any moment to chat?
he sure has a lot of things to say..
hmm..
Perhaps I shld be asking myself what I wan instead..
LOL!
huiling ar huiling..
anyway.. hecking..
let nature take its course..
no matter what.. friendship is my priority..
AAHHHH!!
=(
I really wish for my friends to be thr for me..
I dun really wish to tell sum1 i juz noe bout my prob..
Y does every new yr juz seems so sucky?
ARGH! I have serious mood swing..
tell me what to do bout him!
tell me what can i do to my friendship!
Im tired!
seriously...

- LifeGoesOn~

Monday, December 22, 2008

It was really a saddening day..
Over a bee...
I REALLY HATE INSECTS!!!
haiz..
im really not me..
its correct that i make u feel like an idiot.. im childish..
but what u've said does really hurts..
does our friendship really has the "communication problem"
am i stuck at the past and u're still moving on?
I really dun like this "nan guai wo men bu ke yi gou tong"
does our friendship really brings so much burden to you?
am i really tis sucky?
Sometimes.. i really wish to noe what's true from you...
Sway sway.. chris called at that moment when i was crying..
but didnt picked his call..
told him bout it...
and at first he said that she isnt correct to scold me...
that "if she's really your bestie... she will understand"
"like what i say, if someone treat you good friend she will not say those words no matter what"
it did UPSET me and i cried again..
lol.. guys arnt tat great at comforting ppl...
SERIOUSLY!
Whatever he says is smth that what my brain used to tell me..
currently.. I only trust my heart...
him:dun think of broken, but just try to salvage.
if really can't den you know is time to let go,
and lol.. he is humourous...
him:crying is for those weakling
me: i am a weakling...
him:nope.. every1 is not a weaking..
him:you are the fastest swimmer in ur mums womb
him:so you are the champion, get it?
Me: haha...
A super cold joker.. but.. i laughed...
guess i shldnt really think too much...
really a gd fren...
let me emphasis again... gd fren...
but his really sum1 im really attracted to...
feeling better doesnt mean im totally alrite..
nevertheless.. my bestie does means a lot more than any other thing..
friends is still my priority..
cant kick the habit..
perhaps one day.. i could understand what he really meant...
family r always thr for you.. not friends...
alrite.. i shall get some rest..

- LifeGoesOn~

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Alrites... it has been rather long since i write something decent..
N its all bcuz i was PMS-ing..
N I've GAIN weight bcuz I was eating real lots.. SUX!!!
haiz.. back to the main pt..
Recently... all I've been doing is working..
See the milk below?
HAHA! Arnt I great? someday I can become master milk opener.. not master barista.. -.-'''

then last fri had ding tai feng..
but due to hp low batt... I was only able to take tis pathetic xiao long bao...
Ididnt noe when hp is low it is unable to take photos..
COOL? haha..

2day, I had breakfast wif my family.. and relatives that stayed over at my house yesterday..
can u believe i ate all of that for breakfast?
OMG? seriously...
I need to start slimming down!!!
HELP!!!!

After breakfast, came back..
and they prepared tang yuan..
EAT again..
SUPER HAIZ!
ard evening, went to parkway to have dinner...
brought ham...
booked sushi and log cake..
oww...

My xmas tree sux...
as compared to those outside..
>.<
and bcuz daddy shifted the xmas tree.. it sux evenmore..
ARGH!
owww... xmas...
dun u juz awaits that day?

yup... the pic below is me n elena..
LOL! she tell me to koop the blog from her blog de..
the blog that she abandoned.. -.-'''
haaha... that sucky face..
do we look like we're bestie?
haha...

hmm... next.. haha.. think i will update bout it next time...
but!
just wan to mention again...
ThrRThingsThatULike... ButItsJustNotMeantForU...

ciao... hehe.. gonna do some chatting..

- LifeGoesOn~

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

IM SOOOO TIREDDDDD!
thanks auntie 10 for that ganbateh neh..
yup... simple...
yet ALWAYS effective in exchange for a smile and encourangement...
anyway... it shld be a good thing that im tired... bcuz.. im too tired to pick a fight..
too tired to ask for anything...
Haha? I really wish to enjoy within tis 3wks of hol..
but I guess every1 would be bz...
Or perhaps u would be bz..
shall cont working ba...
GOOOOOOOOO!!
CHEEEEOONNNGGG AARRR!!!
haiz..

- LifeGoesOn~

Bitch Browie!
Happy 10th Birthday!
despite being tired being emo..
im still able to but u a cake!
u shld be grateful to god for having a sis like me..
XD
hmm.. working is tiring.. Had to work am shift when I working pm shift 2day..
Bcuz of sum1.. haiz..will u be thankful?
haiz... thr's no time to cry...
I shld put more trust in my frenship..perhaps its juz bcuz im sick.. Im really tired...sorry if u think im making a big fuss out of everything...HAIZ! WATEVER! im toking shit n wasting time..
Thanks.. guitar siao siao...
Im sorry for tua-ing u all..
thank you for initiating to ask me out despite the fact that im no longer a GEnRean..It does touch my heart knowing that im not being forgotten as a GEnRean, a friend..And being concern of my situation other than juz asking me to join u all..
haha.. u guys are great...great friends..
T.T ok... gotta slp le.. if not i'll definately die tml...ciao...

- LifeGoesOn~

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

ignore tis entry if possible..

Im only able to koop photos bcuz i dun have them..
N.. I'm only able to post today as I was crying the shit out of me yesterday...
DRAMA?
yes... indeed...

Actually..
It shld be a happy outing...
Doing things that I like doing..
bowling, eating, shopping and arcade-ing..
being wif the sweetgirls and feminine man(as requested from eugene) is simply enjoyable..
But after that.. It wasnt..
Or perhaps it was...
Bcuz I get to eat again..
Its true that im being ridiculous..
bcuz I gets upset due to lame and stupid stuff..
As compared to you I am immature..
but wasnt that long hrs of holding that fucking laptop worth a single thank you?
Im getting tired...
To always be seeking for apology or gratitude..
Only when needed then friendship comes in..
Whr I could only be asked to eat, not a single day to enjoy..
where others could juz initiate everything?
Can I ask you?
what is this fucking friendship for?
It does sux to cry infront of the cpu..
Im being secondary school..
I dun like friendship to drift apart..
DO U REALLY UNDERSTAND?
i should rest...

- LifeGoesOn~

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical.
They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest.
Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily,
but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make
and who expect the same loyalty in return.
Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust In your friends,
but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.

I wonder if ppl sees me like tis..
yup.. Indeed.. its true about the friends part..
I dun make ah mao ah gou as frens..
It dun come easy being my fren.. even harder to be my bestie..
And if u're one.. I'll strive to be the best out of the rest..
I can be ur perfect friend and lover if what u give me is trust..
Bragging or whatever..
It's what I trust I am..
N somehow.. its so true about the last sentence..
I find it hard to get over things like empty promises, betrayal and making use of friendship..
Forgive and Forget?
It's easier said than done..
somehow... there are some friends that engraved deep inside the heart..
Scars, or memories
Its something I will hold on forever...
Will u?

- LifeGoesOn~

Alrites!
my latest clique photo...
sweetgirls + miss eugene..
=D
im lazy to upload everything..
im soooooo tired..
so im gonna keep it short n sweet..

thanks reuel for fixing my lappy..
finally! repaired!
happy..
to think of it.. his a gd n brainy guy... LOL! =X

but is same category as jeremy..
-___-'''
hehe.. N.. u noe..
im attracted to that "mr attractive"
lol!
but its not possible for us to be tgt..
=)
so dun disturb me wif tat...
study la! disturb disturb disturb...
but i like!
haha!

thanks!
u're the best!

hmm! cannot tahan!
slp!

hoping for a miracle to happen...

will it eva happen?
Nevertheless... Im still a happy me wif what I have..
CONTENTED!

- LifeGoesOn~

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

okok! update update..
=)
didnt really want to show the pics de..
but it will take veri long for bee's photo to be rdy..
so! im here to blog bout it..
Her wedding, saturday, 06/12/08..
Please pardon my ugliness...
I dun really noe how to smile.. -.-'''
juz to comfort myself that im not ugly... T.T
i was unable to blow my hair too! fuk! it looked like tornado juz strike..
N bcuz all the cuxz are tgt.. we didnt have the chance to slp..
okok.. i shld stop..
ISNT MY BEE BEE GORGEOUS??
Our sisters gang earned $228.90..

Excluding the angpao given by their parents..
But it isnt easy being the sisters..
U have to be the "vase" for the entire day...
SERIOUSLY! ENTIRE DAY
from morning 5.30am until night time..
=)
But once again..
Being told that im pretty is what I earned for.. XD

Seeing the me dressing up is different from my normal sch day ya?
So boyish... now so feminine..
LOVE BEING EXTREME!
thou its still ugly... -.-'''

Glad that she's happy..
contribution worthwhile making..
yet.. bcuz I wasnt able to rest the whole wk..
one word to describe this wk "EXHAUSTED"

Tue.
To be able to doze off during lesson proves it all..
N my face.. T.T those pimples..

Today, had to wake up at 5.15am to prepare for work..
daddy couldnt send me to the airport as he is FINALLY working..
This shall continue while im having my hol..
Miss cheong... CHEONG AR!
I neeeeeddd to fill it up!

Despite my tiredness, im still able to meet up wif elena..
HAHA! poor her.. had to listen to me complaining bout my new manager..
KNNBCCB! FUK U UPSIDE DOWN! =X
omg.. release my true self.. haha! jk.. im nv tis vulgar..
I dun like miser..
Esp those that cheat on elderly's $.. (got $2 tea/coffee dun sell, sell ex cuppa)
I dun like NOISY GUYS!
those that brags bout how gd they are, repeat things again n again..
puts on a LJ face when cannot handle customers..
PLEASE LA! even im more gentlewomen la!
SERIOUSLY.. He SUX! even the 100% tolerance n patient me cannot take it..
HORRIZZZIIIBBLE!

Anyway...
That kid below is my browie..
Do we look alike?
BLEHZ... *puke*
please do not say we do...
I will kill u if u say he looks better(more jian de liao ren)..
HIS AN IRRITATING BRAT!
I wonder when can I stop fighting wif him...
seriously, he makes me so damn childish...
haha... at least.. im still considered childish at hm...
the real me...
=)

ok.. im tired.. ciao~

- LifeGoesOn~

Thursday, December 4, 2008

lesson was BORING!
the only part that was fun is having a game of pool and dinner wif sweetgal and our newly recruit sweetgals..
miss eugene, the joker..
-.-'''

Hmmm..
Again..
Friendship still pounder me...
toked about being Secondary School in friendship..
I really dun deny that I used to be 1..
Trust me.. I've ever made friendship so difficult that I can make myself and my friend to cry over it again n again..
Because things just cant be solved...
and at times...
Faults could be picked anywhr...
For u to shoot and for me to blame..

After a good "tok things out"
we r still that frens 4eva..
but... is the problem solved?
sometimes.. there are things we cant change..
Tis is life.. That we have to live with it..

My bestie..
She's 1 that doesnt likes saying thank you and sorry..
she doesnt like to show what she has contributed to the frenship..
she has the.. BF is my priority attutide..
she has bad character, temper,attitude...
Compare me to her, we are complete opposite..
to me, its a muz to say thank you and sorry..
often.. saying too much just meant nth.. bcuz i dun meant what i've said..
I wan to show you how i've give in and contributed to the frenship to be appreciated..
I have GOOD characters! DUN SAY I ANTI U IDIOT!
Even blogging.. she doesnt tag...
SUX RITE?
but that causes us to be unique..
her cleverness blends with my stupidility (studies benefit)
our character( devil vs angel)
I do really prefer seeing than feeling frenship.. (super realistic)
but to actually think of it..
her contribution does seems to be lesser than mine..
and.. It was because she trust me just so much more than I trust her..
Although BF can always be a factor that harms frenship..
N indeed.. I will feel that this idiot only evolves ard his BF..
what frens forever.. n next when the BF calls... (toks for hrs ignoring the fren)
and bcuz it juz all bout BF, you may just be strike out from her mind in her daily life..

YUP!
I have tis bestie..
because what I can see from what she's trying is..
taking the initiative to plan her bz schedul, trying her best to fit me into her small lil world..
making full use of the time..
trying hard to be the same when I said that she's different but actually its juz so her..
still guilding me toward the right path of studying n life..( i just sux at foreseeing my future, i dun like to decide)
ABOVE all... it shld be the heart that counts..
To have frens knows everything bout u isnt easy to find..
and bcuz she's always accepting the fact tat i am...
we are still holding tis FRIENDS FOREVER promise...

Different? yea...
I do have the same 1's...
Bcuz we are so much in common...
We r Bestie cum kakis..

Some friends makes u pull thru so much..
some, simple and easy...
some is different from u.. yet some shares the same as u..
some may b giving u lots of hard times.. some always gives you a smile on your face..
some can be always thr for u... some may not..
But...
If I were to compare this 2 ppl..
I would say...
DUN TELL U!

Despite how terrible u've cried for a fren...
they are the 1's that makes you cry from the bottom of your heart..
the 1 that you cherish without ur brain telling you so..
the heart reveals its pain naturally...
They might not know how much ur tears is to this friendship..
But often, we came to such despair that our tears covered our vision...
covering that fren..
that is forever and alway by ur side...

Something to believe bout friends forever...

Its all about us... ourself...

- LifeGoesOn~

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

I PASSED MY BTT!!
Clever me..
Wahaha! Last min oso can pass...
haha.. thanks to sum1's hard work rather than my own..
had pizza hut for celebration...
Being so overwhelmed... I nearly 4got to take photo...
And thus... as bee's wedding is on sat.. I had my nails done..
ty... miss vain..
haha..

Viewed the blogs of sweetgirls..
yup... true.. DPDP..
but.. i really envy that they had "frienship problems"
rmbering that friends could be so secondary school..
to cry tgt..
being a bunch of fools for people to laugh at..
to fren this n not tat..

My frens n I had bcum too old for that..
n thus.. ONLY trust comes in for us to maintain friendship..
Without it...
it will just drift everything apart..
is it drifting???
IS IT? IS IT?
-.-'''

To be able to bring the matters up is what I envy in them..
For mine.. perhaps what we do is let things go despite it being the "hurt factor"..
Because you cared about friendship..
that y u feared the feeling of losing..
And bcuz friends can be everywhere..
We shifted our focus..
finding new if lucky
and losing the old if not..

And the 1 we often not wish to lose is our secondary school friends..
y?
As we used to share the same perspective bout true friendship..
now...
can we still sustain them?
can we really define true frenship?
perhaps we used to be naive..
but we are naive tgt before...
that something which is never forgotten..

For I can say...
they are the 1 that brings remarkable memories more than any1 else..
-.-'''
sometimes friendship juz sucks because people either took it for granted or they r simply too slow to understand what you really feels..
only those are true... stays...

haha!
I can only use food to describe my friends.. no poa, not game..
U get to eat all kinds of food...
eat... high class food, low class food..
cheap 1's expensive 1's..
nice appealing, kns appealing..
often, its also the first impression that a food gives u depends on whether u are fated to eat it again or not..
and the 1's that hooked ur appetite simply become your addiction and u can never get the shit out of them..
when u nv eat them for long..
they becomes ur craving..
however... because they are true to ur own feelings..
you will never forget them no matter how far they have moved to...

WAAHAHA!
ok... you are my char kuay tio.. roti prata..
.........
even if they are of high colestrol, super ugly, cheapo..
I still love them they way it is...

>.<
hopefully im not the smelly beancurd..

smile...
ya?
Life's simple..

- LifeGoesOn~

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Skipped school 2day...
Was damn tired...
Or rather, Im just plain lazy..
Told ahxiang to attend sch in the end ps-ed her...
Sorry!

In the end went back to slp..
Woked up at 1pm.. -.-'''
Had brunch dapao by daddy n mummy..
Simply love being wif my whole family..

However.. gd thing is always short..
Daddy's gg back to work after 5 or 6mths of being jobless..
Im gonna missssss those CMI cooking..
miss his nagging to tidy my SOOO neat de room..(hates)
that full time daddy cum part time nanny...
I'd really love my family when they showered me wif love instead of $$..
but.. this means that I had to work harder to earn more allowance to balance my spending..

So... Gd or Bad..
It the fact I couldnt change..

Went to elena's house to study btt..
Haha.. she hits on the dot that I wun be learning it if im at hm..
N.. If im under her supervision..
I couldnt escape studying..
Oh well... she reads me like a book..
=\
but... she's the 1 that has helped me just so much in my entire life..
HHHHHHHEEEEEEEAAAAAAAARRRRRRRTTTTTTTTTZZZZZ!!

Had to clear that 400 qns to be well prepared for my btt...
DAMN torturing..
It has been a while ever since i've used my brain seriously..
luckily b4 that brought SUBWAY to replenish my brain cells..

Chatted wif her mum for quite a bit..
Haha..
Im popular with uncles, aunties and the elderly arnt I?
Always being seen as the "guai" , filial 1..
mummy n daddy should be veri blissed to have me..(exclude my spendings)
WAHAHA!

=)
next..
yup... Its true I may not have a wide circle of frens because I dun like to act sociable...
N.. I only mixed wif people that I categorised as frens 4eva..
I dun really consider the hi-bye friends as friends..

People whom we categorised as friends forever are hard to comeby...
because we have put greater reliance as well as trust in them..
went through countless thick and thin...
sorrows and happiness..

Im happy that I have those that knows me well...
shares the same interest..
understand and accepts me for who i am and not who im not..
having frens that are irresistablily sweet...

Im really not bragging bout what great friends I have..
but because they had all make a difference in my life..
that I wished to shout out to the entire world
that they are the best..

Living is only once in a lifetime..
better shoutout that regret not telling at all..
HUILING LOVES U ALL!
lol! dun vomit..
i seldom do tis..
haha!

im really happy...

4 u all r the 1 i'll never regret knowing...

BTT! jiayou!
for i wun let myslef u down... those long hrs of studying..
hopefully that betting of $100 is not true..
LOL! evil as usual..
I WUN FAIL!!!!

tired
nitez!
ciao..

- LifeGoesOn~

Monday, December 1, 2008

EVERYTHING'S TOO PACKED!
And, im still slacking..
Haven read my btt.. and test is on wed morning..
bee's wedding is coming and i've yet to buy her smth..

Stayed over at relative house last sat and sun..
Envy the 3 sisters.. denise, janice and eunice..
they have gd sistership..
I really wished I had a sister than that kns lil bro..
To bitch and play in the rm tgt..

but haha...
having besties my beloved cuxz to bitch wif me at my cosy rm is more than enough even if im without a sis...
I can oso stay at big browie rm... *ignoring that manly smell..*

Ok.. i wun be able to post more bout food.. cuz im saving up..
n elena's exam is around the corner..
pocket shld be veri thick by then...
HOPEFULLY...
and pray god that I can fill that .......

1/12/08
Lesson was boring.. cuz ahxiang was not thr..
own self emo was zi bi.. lol..

Had a few games of pool with ahyan, emily, ah peg and fishy...
(i wan those pictures)

After that cont to go back and rot..
and after class UT-ed..

Im gonna miss eating out and buffet-ing..
Btw.. JIAYOU to those having exams..
Anyway.. lots of ppl are getting sick nowadays...
Get well soon every1...

N...
Like is not Love...
n.. there are things that I like,
but its just not meant for me..
perhaps...
when the time comes...
=)
as usual.. random..
haha...

- LifeGoesOn~