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Saturday, February 27, 2010

Hmmm..
Im lazy to put pictures..
So..
Words will do..

Have u been feeling the same way as I do?
Surfing the net is getting more and more boring?
It's like, I would rather be watching emo groom itself..

Most likely, Wat we can do when we on the laptop is..
1) login to msn.. (to check if who is ard)
2) maybe listen to some songs while trying to open websites..
3)facebook? twitter? blog? youtube? (all you can do is to check for recent updates of others to kill time)
So.. What's next?

Drama-mamaing is *thumbs up*
But not a gd thing to do when u're otw to lala land and trying to keep urself awake..

I mean..
Life's boring huh?
I wan some entertainments to keep me refreshed..
I wan midnight prawning..
I wan picnic session..
I wanna go swimming n gym session..
I wan stayover sessions..
I wanna go shopping wif bff..
I WANNA DRINK TILL I DROP..

But..
I stuck wif my work..
N it pretty much is draining me dry after everyday's work..
I wished for a 12hrs slp..
Cum enjoyments before I step into the oh-mi-god-whose-gonna-noe-what-happens-next situation when im suppose to get my ass of my comfort zone and start earning for my family..
T.T

hard to imagine isnt it?
So..
Book me out 1wk in adv..
LOLS..
ARGH.. damn those contradictions..
I NEED TO EARN MORE $ FOR MY KOREA TRIP!
=(
but i wanna enjoy..

- LifeGoesOn~

Friday, February 26, 2010

It has been work work and countless work..
Indeed it was a hetic wk..
Being quiet and reserved..
I do really find it hard to be loud and spontaneous working at universal studio..

I wonder if its the real me or juz another mask that i've gotten used to..
That I became slightly.. I mean.. slightly noisy..
I talked a lot..
For good or for worse..
*clap clap* for adapting well..

Will you disagree wif me if i say :"Life's all about acting and playing the role you want yourself to potrait and others to believe?"

Juz rmb to put off all the mask when u're wif ur friends and family..
For they'll accept your flaws and prefers the real you...

=)
Been feeling
good good GOOD lately..

You noe the power of friendship..
fuel tat keeps me all charged even without much rest..
=D

p.s. it makes me happy to noe that im not forgotten..
alright.. working tml again..
ciao..

- LifeGoesOn~

Saturday, February 20, 2010

<-- cute huh? =D Tis is the first time I caught something at the arcade.. The 1 tat is kena hiam-ed by ahyan.. LOL.. dou hway-ed wif fishy n ahyan while they are having their breaks.. Realised tat.. Their work is actually easier earned.. Sad dao~ Hopefully the first day of work tml will be easy for me and ame.. if not.. jialat..
Slimming starts tomorrow..
Not confident wif juz working and not exercising thou..
But will use my off days for exercise..
Including if im still not dead by then..
HAHAHA..

It's time to get down to serious business..
2mths 5kg..

PLEASE DO NOT TEMPT ME WIF FOOD...
XD
jiayou ppls..

p.s. I smiled when u smile from the btm of ur heart..
p.s. jiayou bff for ur exam and meet me soon!

With F.R.I.E.N.D.S
Sometimes, all you need is juz one connection that bind the souls to enjoy that happiness worth more than the entire universe.. =)

- LifeGoesOn~

Friday, February 19, 2010

Been having a hard time recently..
The sore throat that leds coughing then flu and the injection tat leds to my mild fever..
Its not tat im weak..
Juz tat im nv immune to throat infections..
The temperature will juz go up up and UP if I doesnt rest..
Cool huh?
Tat's the power of a minor sore throat.. XD

Anyway, working schedules are rather scary..
uss 21(sun) 3pm-10pm, uss 22(mon) 8am-3pm, spinelli 24(wed) 7am-3pm, uss 26(fri) 8am-3pm, spinelli 27(sat) 7am-3pm, uss 28(sun) 8am-3pm.
The combination of universal studio and spinelli..
I have to get well asap..
Cuz I worried I might fired the boss if im tired.. XD
Earning $700 for korea..
=)

Lastly.. Since every1 is like trying to slim down..
I'll start slimming by chionging work and eatting less..
As well as saving the $ used to top into korea trip..
XD

Let's get our butt moving..
1) to slim down for during the next 2mths..
2)to earn $ for korea trip..
3)to stop enjoying n let the torture begin..

=D

- LifeGoesOn~

Sunday, February 14, 2010

note about purple!!

Helpers who need to be needed

People of this personality type essentially feel that they are worthy insofar as they are helpful to others. Love is their highest ideal. Selflessness is their duty. Giving to others is their reason for being. Involved, socially aware, usually extroverted, Twos are the type of people who remember everyone's birthday and who go the extra mile to help out a co-worker, spouse or friend in need.

Twos are warm, emotional people who care a great deal about their personal relationships, devote an enormous amount of energy to them, and who expect to be appreciated for their efforts. They are practical people who thrive in the helping professions and who know how to make a home comfortable and inviting. Helping others makes Twos feel good about themselves; being needed makes them feel important; being selfless, makes Twos feel virtuous. Much of a Two's self-image revolves around these issues, and any threat to that self-image is scarcely tolerated. Twos are thoroughly convinced of their selflessness, and it is true that they are frequently genuinely helpful and concerned about others. It is equally true, however, that Twos require appreciation; they need to be needed. Their love is not entirely without ulterior motive.

Twos often develop a sense of entitlement when it comes to the people closest to them. Because they have extended themselves for others, they begin to feel that gratitude is owed to them. They can become intrusive and demanding if their often unacknowledged emotional needs go unmet. They can be bossy and manipulative, feeling entirely justified in being so, because they "have earned the right" and their intentions are good. The darkest side of the type Two fixation appears when the Two begins to feel that they will never receive the love they deserve for all of their efforts. Under such circumstances, they can become hysterical, irrational and even abusive.(lol)

Because Twos are generally helping others meet their needs, they can forget to take care of their own. This can lead to physical burnout, emotional exhaustion and emotional volatility. Twos need to learn that they can only be of true service to others if they are healthy, balanced and centered in themselves.
Thank cins for the personality test quiz..
Try it!
http://www.eclecticenergies.com/enneagram/test.php
*p.s. love is not entirely without ulterior motive.
they need to be needed

Sometimes I wished I would stop living for others..
But.. I cant..

- LifeGoesOn~

Saturday, February 13, 2010

It's chinese new year..
N its valentine..

Somehow.. I am reluctant to go for tis yr new yr celebration..
Maybe its bcuz i had to go to mummy's relative house visiting..
Or maybe im lazy to dress up..
Perhaps I dun wish to entertain people..
Im starting to find chinese new year a lil lame..
-.-'''
ARGH!
Thank god daddy's starting work at chu 4..
If not i'll be dragged to visit his boring "brothers" or "aunts"..
=(
I juz dun have the mood for new yr..
*sighs*
Will be hating the horrible, noisy, irritating nags tml..
For I so wanna slp until late afternoon.. but cant..
Well.. tough life..
ciaos~

Last but not least.
=)
Something I like..
especially the 99% introvert.. LOL!
N I like the word sage.. XD

You are: The Sage (INFJ)(please read the red n blue)
In general, INFJs are future oriented, and direct their insight and inspiration toward the understanding of themselves and, thereby, human nature. Their work mirrors their integrity, and it needs to reflect their inner ideals. Solitude and an opportunity to concentrate thoroughly on what counts most is important to them. INFJs prefer to quietly exert their influence. They have deeply felt compassion, and they desire harmony with others. INFJs understand the complexities existing within people and among them. They do not call a great deal of attention to themselves, preferring that their contributions speak for them. They are at their best concentrating on their ideas, ideals, and inspirations.

You are clearly an Introvert -- XD
You scored 99% in the direction of Introversion, which means you are clearly an Introvert. People who are clearly Introverts are reserved, quiet, and contemplative. They dislike the social pressures of large groups and being the center of attention, but are not necessarily shy. They frequently spend time alone in order to reflect and "recharge".

You are an iNtuitive
You scored 34% in the direction of iNtuition, which means you are an iNtuitive. iNtuitives like to discuss ideas and tend to approach new information intuitively, focusing on the "big picture" rather than specific details. They find the future more interesting than the past, because they can shape it. While they recognize the value of down-to-earth practicality and concrete experience, they tend to emphasize the importance of imagination and inspiration.

You are a Feeler (-.-''' oh my.. I'm changing towards thinker)
You scored 3% in the direction of Feeling, which means you are a Feeler. Feelers are caring, supportive, and appreciative. They naturally reach out to other people, preferring to cooperate and agree rather than argue over who is right. They are comfortable with emotions, both their own and those of others.

You are clearly a Judger ( I love to make decision only at work not during social life)
You scored 91% in the direction of Judging, which means you are clearly a Judger. People who are clearly Judgers love to make decisions. Organized and thorough in their work, they make and stick to plans. One of life's small pleasures for them is checking off items on their to-do lists. Every thing in their lives has its place, and they are diligent about putting it there.

Life
As teenagers, INFJs look for a small group of people who understand and appreciate them. Without this support, they can feel isolated from others. INFJs who do not find a supportive social group may find the teen years to be somewhat difficult for them because of peer pressure to be "popular" and activity oriented. They are not likely to enjoy large parties, but prefer intimate groups of close and long-standing friends.

Love
For INFJs, "still waters run deep." They tend to become attracted to someone special and prefer this one deep relationship over many superficial ones.

They may not openly demonstrate, or even verbalize, their intense feelings. INFJs often have an ideal standard of what love is. They hold to their ideal and are disappointed when, inevitably, their relationship and/or their mate reveals flaws.

INFJs want to give love and to be loved. They enter into relationships just to be cared for, even when the person is not right for them and they suspect it. However, when they meet that special person, they are quick to get into the relationship and make it a serious one. They will end their other relationships in order to pursue their loved one. They become very focused, intense, and direct in that pursuit.

INFJs, when scorned, take it personally and retreat inward. They may obsess about the relationship and their role in its failure. INFJs may blame themselves and experience a period of mourning. If they do not marshall their resources, externalize their feelings, and take risks to move on, they may experience a long period of self-examination.

- LifeGoesOn~

Friday, February 12, 2010

Have u all ever tot...
How much u give in to a particular person would be how much you cared for and cherishes them?

"Teach me how to be a better person for my priorities.. It'll kills me to see them unhappy bout me.. "
Trust me, for a person like me that demands every single of me to be perfect...
I wans you to be happy wif me..
I dun care who u are..
For I noe, ppl's happiness will be mine at the end of the day..

I dunno if i've been a bad friend.. incorrigible ones' perhaps..
But.. one of my priorities words could change me if u have values in me..
Im this sort of friends..

It may seems fake..
to change for others instead of oneself..
U'll accept this truth someday..

I'll try till you change all the negative side of me to neutral and positive ones..
The flaws.. The strength..

*p.s. will u be the only 1 that hates me?
** im trying..

- LifeGoesOn~

Saturday, February 6, 2010

$240- $70(shoes) -$20(food) - $10(transport)= $ $140
2 top and 2 btm to go..
OH MY GOD!

T.T
It does sucks living like you dun have enough $..
Thanks to buying new yr stuff..
It's another wk without $ on food..

But.. got the shoes i wanted~ vintage black/white
XD
LOL~
Now then i noe my legs are bigger than bro's..

T.T
y am i so mutated?
hands, legs, size..

Its kinda saddening thou..
U're a girl n ur 5yrs older brother is smaller than u!
WEIGHS LESSER THAN YOU!

*five fingers sticks to one*

Went shopping wif hy n fishy @ orchard
-.-''' I shld get myself started wif my diet plan..
tummy~~ T.T
='(
I wan my bro flat stomach~
Maybe some bigger buttocks..
HAHAHAH!
His small..
TTTTTTTTTTTSSSSSSSKKKKKKKKK..
IRRITATING~

Back is hurting badly from the long hrs of shopping wif hy n fishy..
CIAO~

more shopping tml.
more clothes..
lesser $...
GREAT!

- LifeGoesOn~

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

01/02/10
=)
Finally got the chance to meet up wif bff..
Had sushi tei for dinner..
Wasn't a lot.. As it doesnt suits her liking..
Wondered if her apetite has been failing, as it was the first time she wanted to share the main course..
U better not try to slim down bcuz of ur bf i tell u!!!!!!
lols..

Anyway.. upon seeing his brother became handsome after slimming down..
Both of us had the urge to slim down as well..
Well, Im looking forward to starting work..
The time tat I would grab my change to cut some fats and earn some $ by not eating restaurant..
Juz work, hm, slp, wake up and work..
XD
HOW EXCITING!!

Oh ya!
Im finally back to the usual me..
=)
Thou I may still be a lil crazy at times..
BUT!
Im a HAPPY me..
Perhaps some bff fuel got me fully recharged..
Or maybe I managed to shake off all troubles and unfinished task..
=)
All im left wif is start earning $ for the upcoming korea trip..

soon to come..
A lil excited thou..

And..
For the upcoming CNY..
WHAT SHOULD I WEAR?
WHAT SHOULD I WEAR?

A lil boyish side of me..
Or a complete different me which my family and relatives wans me to portrait myself as..
Haha..

I dread to act pretty..
to be restricted..

Y cant girls be done wif juz t's and jeans?
-.-'''
HAHAHA!
Rmb-ed when I was young..
I actually cried being force by mummy to wear the SUPER DUPER UGLY dress she brought for me..
I locked myself inside the room and doesnt wished to come out..

Funny isnt it?
But as I grows up..
I deliberately make a 360 turn whenever its CNY..
haha..
Sometimes, All we yearned for is actually those words that you could seldom hear..

Hopefully not the word "FAT"

P.S. Believe that you're pretty.. you will be..
Believe that you looked can be handsome..
Of course! you can be.. awwww.. wat shld i buy~

- LifeGoesOn~