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Thursday, June 26, 2008

its friday,27th of june... thanks to auntie 10... huiling's back to normal~ but due to tat... skipped school too.. other than just dealing mum's stuff.. chatted from dunno 11pm to almost 5am... frenship dosage.. sure does puts back the smile that i've lost.. THANK YOU AUNTIE 10!! i shall not disclosed what we have chatted... XP but chatting wif a KAKI that shares almost about the same thing as well as agreeing upon the same thing.. it juz cant make u feel any better than that... ^^ summore what better than the concern of ur frens? so so happy luh~

argh!! guitar lesson again? i gtg le... had a great chat wif ran n 10 that makes my energy lv shoot straight up from low to high.. oww.. i juz miss those sec school life... so much to blog... but i gtg.. blogg soon~

- LifeGoesOn~

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

You are a BUILDER / negotiator
You are a wonderful friend and colleague. You are generally calm and entertaining, and always dedicated and reliable. Just about everybody likes you.(man i do hope so)

You have a traditional streak. Home, family, job and community are all central to you. You like being firmly embedded in your social groups and you feel deeply responsible for just about everyone around you. You can be fiercely protective of those you love.(i think i do)

You are skilled at managing people.(yea.. indeed) You are sympathetic and cooperative; you are also hard working and display a good deal of common sense.(who don't) And you can be very patient.(obvious) So you can complete detailed, painstaking jobs more easily than most people.

You enjoy building social relationships. And you are skilled at achieving solutions to sticky problems so that all involved feel fulfilled. (how come i didnt noe tat)

You tend to be cautious but not fearful. You have a genuine sense of community. So you seek projects that enable you to contribute to a more stable world.

Lols... being random... but.. its me... pardon me 4 being too BHB... Wahhaa..

- LifeGoesOn~

Monday, June 23, 2008

Hmm.. after sch reopen days... things have been packed packed and PACKED.. people are dead bz wif stuff that most could hardly even blog.. somhow.. im one of them.. ^^luckily.. im able to survive thru those long struggles... it seems that i'm keeping more and more stuff to myself.. even if im sad or angry, there no longer needs any third party to be concern bout my moods..

Wasn't able to meet up wif my fren today.. I stayed bcuz of my studies and some persuaded by a grp of "guai gias".. but frankly speaking.. thanks to them i did the right thing... I cant afford to skip material science and let my grades suffer... but it was a saddening, "mood ruining" kinda thing.. that my presentation sux... haiz.. it was also quite saddening me n my fren can actually quarrel by juz not meeting? ARGH~ 5yrs like trash like tat!!! stupidly... perhaps we are mad bcuz we wanted time to enjoy... but the time is always not right or not thr.. =( frens... I really miss every1.. i miss my gang of cux.. miss everything... But time is always what I lack...

Something that im fuking fad up wif.. "U" that idiotic crap... man I feel that I got nth to do wif u! and really wish that u can get ur face out of my sight sia... ZZZ... im tired of it le.. how I wish I can share it here... but after I settle everything ba... hopefully... if... i can handle it...

However, In life, there are lots and lots of ppl that faced the same situation, stress and even things which are more out of hand than i am.. that's what i noe for sure.. If i am able to hang in thr.. u ppl will be able to pull thru those hardship too.. but sometimes... its juz who to share wif when it something which is so hard to say to just that sum1 isnt it? humans... they are so contradictory.... i need some brainwash n start all over again!! haiz... so blues recently.. need some "frenship" pills and injection... -.-'''

- LifeGoesOn~

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

19th june 2008.. thursday... its an extremely blue day... emo.. feeling so down that i wish to juz shut myself in the room and start crying... It felt as though I need more time everyday.. Im struggling... With studies,work,guitar,money,friends and even my own game(r/s). Im unable to contribute all at a time.
ok.. its 9.53pm le! shall continue blogging now.. didnt have the time to blog in sch... feeling much better now.. after gorging down so much food.. and the blissed of frens all ard me;esp my classmates.. i shldnt be emo..
frankly speaking, no matter how things sux, the only thing that can bring down my mood is friendship and r/s.. I dun have time to commit 2 both luh~ or rather.. my besties dun have time to commit to me? hur? auntie 10 n pris.. elena oso..
It sux btw me and jason.. the game that im playing is now playing me in return... being psyco by that "being tgt" thing.. argh.. dunno how 2 explain.. but it's really not the time for me 2 have another priority that adds on to my pain.. now, even he ruined my moods... Ahh... somehow... i shld do the right thing for once... im juz not rdy for now..
what else could spoils my mood? duh.. u la!! u noe who! stupid silent reader.. argh.. super dulan bout what eva things u do.. SUPER! shall not disclose who u r...
At time it really sux when you felt so helpless and you don't even know who to approach.. or rather, things are so complicated that u dont even noe what to share.. other than that... people ard u are juz too bz for u to approach... but.. above all... do i wish to share? no.. haiz.. im self destructing myself deep within... shall rely on myself! solve things one at a time... dun even noe what im writing.. too tired to think...

- LifeGoesOn~