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Sunday, August 30, 2009

=)
It's been quite a while since i've last blogged pics bout food..
So.. here it is..
Cuz sum1 is finally free from exam shits..
Haha.. but her internship is coming..
-.-'''
How bz..

Didnt update recently..
Life's basically, eat, slp work.. and some meet-ups wif bff for dinner..
Stayed over at yima house on sat..
Nua-ing.. gambling.. drinking..

Im sooooo tired..

I rly rly wish to stay at hm recently..
Try not to ask me out..

Another reason of not gg out is..
Haha..
Im broke..
Hmm..
Nah.. Im saving $ again..
Let's not tell you y..

Will skipped buying a camera due to some circumstences..
Haha..
Will also take some time to buy my fossil watch..

So.. starting from next wk..
I'll be working extra hard once again..

Hopefully i'll have more time to study for O's after 16, the whr pay is counted from 16th-16th n paid at the end of the mth..

Working have been rather tough recently due to the sudden change of stall manager..

No more latte art = no more passion..

No more passion = no reasons to stay..

No work = no $ extra earnings..

No $ = no programmes and FOOD..

SIGHS!

But thank goodness im working alone tis coming wed n fri..

Meeting up wif prissy n auntie 10 tis tues..

N bff on either day of the wk..

Hmm..

I truly am hoping I wun spend much..

Cuz i rly wish to get smth for myself before sch reopens..

Smth to keep my next sem started..

Yet O's coming..

If $ doesnt comes from work..

It only comes from parents..

Yet mummy gives allowance during the holidays..

I think i'll have to rob the bank wif my spendings..

haha?

No worries huiling..

U'll find ur way out..

Hopefully..

U noe its worth..

or maybe...

...

not..

I dontcha noe..

Have to save up for oct n nov cuz i wun be working..

ARGH.. stupid O's..

HATES.

Finally panicking over $ issue..

Meanwhile.. I think its a gd time to cut down on my intake..

Getting fatter n fatter..

argh..

mayb tired 2day..

dun like blogging bout all the negative stuff..

Moreover $ isnt rly my kind of story..

Hate tis kind of feeling..

- LifeGoesOn~

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

OHHHHHH..
At last! free to blog..
Wafer UT was horrible..
But who cares anyway?

UT days are finally over..
However, sad to say.. O's coming..

Sighs..

Monday, Bowl-ed, movie-d and catch soft toy with ahyan and ahpeg..
after dim sum, had fondue..

Tue, after wafer UT, had gerale ice cream wif ame n ahpeg again..

Sry bff..
ice cream sick..
Hagendaz doesnt work either..
haha..

ahyan

ahpeg

The fondue..

Met up wif bff after work 2day..
To satisfy her craves for chicken..
Chit chatted a lil..

and head back immediately as she has to go back and study again for friday's test..

didnt have ice cream therpy as I have been overdosed by it..
choose herbal tea instead..

Saw wil n his fren jl..

Fated or Coincidental?
I cant rly tell..

Perhaps I've been rather love sick lately..

But I rly wonder..
Is it juz me? thinking too much?

(while fbing.. doing quiz.. received comments, questioning y am i fbing when i was at tam a moment ago)

Haha..
Or his the 1 that caught my attention?

Missed the chance,
Never to be mention again..
XD
We wouldn't be meeting or chatting anyway..

Or maybe not..
I shall not be so sure of it..
-.-'''

P.S. Sry if i spoil ur mood over the phone.. but i really doesnt wish to listen to any update bout it.. U noe what im trying to say.. or perhaps, u wun be reading it.. For sure or rather not..
Sighs..
Sometimes, I dun really know what I wan..
But selfishly, I only wish to listen to things I wished to hear..

Am tired tis wk..
Leave me out..

fukfukfukfukfukfukfukfukfuk..

Emo like emo..
away from humans..

- LifeGoesOn~

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Tired after UT and outing with sweets..

shall not blog much..

Had a great day 2day at orchard..
brought slippers to reward myself.. =)
Hm ard 10plus..

Its chinese 7th mth..
Take gd care of urself ppl!
(burning of hell notes and incense all over sure is scary)

XD
Pictures heavy..
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=2230410&id=524267766&comments&alert#/album.php?aid=99357&id=524267766
enjoy..

More to come..
I supposed..
9 lian pai.. -.-'''

ciao~

- LifeGoesOn~

Monday, August 17, 2009

If having BFF, thrs card..
=D
I ought to be happy.. extremely happy..

ok.. its random..
Juz trying to tell myself..
Perhaps i shld start making myself a good BFF too..
hmm.. I am! -.-'''

omg.. perhaps making stuff like tat isnt my forte..
BUT BUT BUT! lil tiny winy hand-made stuff is enough to melt me alive.. XD

Nvm nvm..
Mummy choose this sofa..
It juz reminds me of chocolate spongecake everytime I go to the living room..
Anyway..
To conclude everything, the living sux.. bcuz the arrangement of the old sofa is like..
right by the window..
-.-'''
how bad can it get..
home is juz a shelter.. I guess..

Next, emo;ben dan..
WTH!
I seriously cant stand his "manly" smell already..
I don't know y..
Perhaps bcuz its has mature already..
IT STINKS..
LOL!

BUT its juz too adorable..
I juz have to change his bedding more often..
=(

My room used have tat "heavenly smell"
but now it smells like "hell"

If only I could spray perfume on him..
I swear i'll pour the entire btl inside the container..
LOL!

HAMSTER ABUSE!
CALL POLICE!

tired.as.usual.
ciao..

- LifeGoesOn~

Friday, August 14, 2009

Made tis on wed over at ame's house after bugis shopping for d.i.y stuff..

I wanna make more!
XD
but the beads is wif ame..
*wink wink*
lols..

Hmmm..
Have been feeling rather tired lately..
I seriously needs a break..
UT3 exams n O's coming..
SIGHS!
Study tgt any1? my wafer sux la..
im soooo dead..

If I could turn back time..
Im bored!
yet tired..
HOW GREAT!
=(

Not working for the next few wks..
I DUN CARE!
shit u for making my life more difficult..
Now.. i'll make urs difficult..
WAHAHAH!
-.-'''

P.S
Missed the chance..
Wonder if we'll meet again..

Perhaps.. this is how life is supposed to be..
haha..

- LifeGoesOn~

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Isnt it adorable?
He makes me happy when everything goes wrong..

Despite how tiring life is..
Staying in the room alone wif ben dan will cure all tiredness..

Sometimes I really felt useless and stupid..
To be someone tat would be greatly affected by friends..
I believed I may not be a good daughter, sister, student, lover nor worker..
But, I will never allow myself to not be good friend.. tat's what i've always keep up to my own trust..
It'll kill me to have a friend that dislikes me..

I've often masked myself to be liked, appreciated and needed by my friends..
To be reckon is my everything..
I tried, to be a good daughter..
I tried, to be a good part-timer..
N my veri best for friends..

Soon.. Everything became my habit..

I wouldn't blamed any1 for trying to say that im fake..
Cuz im am tired being myself..

Seeing ppl's behaviour and expression which generates more n more question for myself to help others..
It's alrite to help..
But.. If I became a nuisance..
or get helpless over things I couldnt sove..
It juz makes me evenmore tired...

sighs..
Perhaps i've been drowned by my own masks..

hmmm..
Have u ever understand the sentence..
your happiness will be mine?

how come tis simple request of your happiness would drained so much of my energy and get me no whr?

Im not superman.. I've my days of being tired to help ppl..
I aint perfect..

thank you for your thank you which makes my day..
helping you makes me happy..
encourages me to be better..
perhaps im luckier..
=D

Next,
Having 1 that shared wif me my troubles is L.O.V.E.D..
thank you as well..
I managed to share my feeling which I seldom do..
It makes myself a lil more human..
=)
shhhh..

ciao..

- LifeGoesOn~

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Im happy for having great friends..

I seriously do..

=)

ps.Sometimes, you juz have to tell urself, there are still people that cares for you..

- LifeGoesOn~

Monday, August 10, 2009

Bro got himself a 8G walkman phone..
As a sis, Didnt wanna lose..
Got myself an 8MP camera phone!!
pixon!
Finally the phone that i've been dying for..

XD
Charge it under his bill..
Freakingly saved $178!

But I did contribute oso..
To his $7 screen protector..
LOLS!

Sometimes, $ is really really really the means to put a smile on one's face..

Had family chats today..
Daddy finally had his off day..
Shopped for new sofa set as the 1 we had was -.-'''(stretched open)
muz be browie fat ass..

Cooked dinner at night for the 2 bums while mummy n daddy went house visiting over at er gu place..

alrites.. tired..
1st day and had scratches all over the screen protector..
LOL!
-.-'''
gonna transfer data..
ciao~

If tis could last forever..
Im sure I love you more than ever..

- LifeGoesOn~

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Sunday, 9/8/09
Happy national day!

Haha..
Slpt till 12pm..
N it was like.. Finally~

Met up with ahyan, shopped at ikea for beads..
Tam-ed to look for templete.. but was too redundant to buy the full set..
Oh well.. but I did shopped a lot 2day..
=D ate lotsa stuff..
Even had zi cha after returning hm..
Winner's treat..

Alrites!
My relatives are invading my room..
SIGHS!
hates..

Gonna get my pixon soon..
Ciao~

- LifeGoesOn~

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Saturday, 8/8/09
Woke up at 5.15am as usual and prepared for work..
Working has bcum more and more tiring..
Tonny had planned the schedule such tat there weren't any cleaner in my shift..
IT SUX TOTALLY..
Cuz I had to do more work than usual as the midnight staff juz isnt doing their job..
Had to repeat such routine next wk..
Not gonna put schedule anymore..
straight 7hrs shift without food = juz kill me..
Im soooooooo tired la..
hate cheapo, take ppl for granted guy..
Zzz...

Went back hm after work, bath n went out to meet sweets at CCK..
Cab thru and fro.. luckily at night managed to share cab fare wif ahyan..
tyvm.. loves.. =D

Had lots of fun..
Arcade-ed; n they spent a lot on the sweets machine.. silenthill-ed wif ame..
Grabbed my first meal of the day.. yums..
N head to ame's house..
Mj-ed, used beads to form shapes and pattern and piano-ed a little..

However, time past very fast..
Enjoyment comes short..
But enjoyed myself a lot..

Didnt get to meet bff..
but i sure wanna go out wif her asap after her exam..
=)

Alrites..
Am really really tired..
Ciao..

Another talisman note..
XD

- LifeGoesOn~

Friday, August 7, 2009

friday, 7/8/09
Skipped sch 2day..
Was feeling extremely tired yet forced myself to wake up n meet up wif sweets at wdland control station..
hmmm.. the dark-coloured curtain allows me to slp better and it feels as thou its 4ever night time..
Owww..

Had K-session..
But really had to apologise..
Cuz ahling really doesnt likes singing K..
If I rmb-ed clearly..
I only went once wif bff n once wif auntie 10..
Throughout my so many yrs of friendship..

Hmm.. Maybe a little hard to accept..
But nvm..
Talking already makes me tired..
Singing makes me even more tired?
Wonder if tat sounds convincing..
HAHA!
sighs..
But im really sry to be such a spoiler..
Sometimes, I can really be veri stubborn..
I only likes to listen..
It's really me by nature..
I dun mind wasting that $..
I dun mind not singing..
But i noe it will make the atmosphere cold..

Maybe..
I'll choose not to step into K ever again..

Perhaps im tired 2day..
Allow me to be not so understanding 2day..
pls do nt comment..

- LifeGoesOn~

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Slping wif mr corn..
=(
AHHHHH..
I sense that emo is getting lonely..
>.<

Put it inside the ball..
3mins later..
The cover came out..
hide n seek wif him a lil..
But it surly scares the shit out of me..
cuz the room is hella big to find a pathetic bendan..

Perhaps i'll get her a girl soon..
two males is too gay..
but..
=(
I dun wan it to give birth..
sighs..

Bendan is too fast for me to play wif him..
Nvm.. shall play him some sendimental songs later..
-.-'''
Its not human.. but it has feelings..

So tired yet bored today..
Sometimes I wonder if emo's coping as well as I do..
Being alone isnt tat bad..
or is it not?
Maybe its time to get him miss clever..

but.. will 2 get along?
SIGHS!
its so retarted..
perhaps I shld get him more toys that really entertain him..
and food that he will snatch from me..

Im tired..
r u?

- LifeGoesOn~

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

by2 - 我知道
作词:于萱作曲:于萱
从来没想过不能再和你牵手委屈时候没有你
陪着我心痛一切都是我太过骄纵
以为你会懂一直忘了说我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我虽然分开的理由
我们都已接受你知道我会有多难过所以
即使到最后还微笑着要我加油我知道你还放不下我才会
在离开时闭着眼没有回头我们都知道彼此心中其实
这份爱没停过

从来没想过不能再和你牵手委屈时候没有你
陪着我心痛一切都是我太过娇纵
以为你会懂一直忘了说我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我虽然分开的理由
我们都已接受你知道我会有多难过所以
即使到最后还微笑着要我加油我知道你还放不下我才会
在离开时闭着眼没有回头我们都知道彼此心中其实
这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头我多希望你还在我左右
我知道你还是爱着我虽然分开的理由
我们都已接受你知道我会有多难过所以
即使到最后还微笑着要我加油我知道你还放不下我才会
在离开时闭着眼没有回头答应你
我会好好过不让这些眼泪白流

- LifeGoesOn~

Finally got the chance to meet up wif the always bz bff..
Trust me..
I'll skipped sushi for at least a few mths before I start eating them again..
I've been eating jap crusine for like so 1-2 times a wk?(i had them yesterday at P.S)
-.-'''

Tots have been running wild inside me..
Bcuz it has been way too long since we've last met..
And, even inside the phone convo..

The talk was like..
Stiff..
But..
After meeting..
Things went back to the usual self..

Eat.. Shop-ed.. Slacked..
Nothing seems to change after so long..
But had our friendship fade or strengthened..
I no longer wished to search for an answer..
I juz need my bff to be my bff..

Prissy blog post kinda makes me emo..
She had bff similar to mine..
Having 1 that hardly makes a difference anymore..
Friendship changes, yet we're the 1 that had always stayed the same..

Indeed my 5yrs of friendship is uncomparable to every1 elses friendship..
I dun have bff that cares bout friendship..
Have time for friendship as well..
*wouldn't be staying long for my 21st..*
=)

Perhaps it is the friendship that gives the greatest disappointment..
but perhaps its bcuz i've too much expectation from you..

Sorry..
Being ur bff,
I shld have already noe that u're 1 typical sch girl that is always bz wif sch stuff.. bcuz u totally get urself all focused when exam is near, even if its 1-2mths b4 the exam starts..
I shld understand that bcuz u have ur own life, u have to spare urself off everything during ur wkend to be wif people that allows you to be happy(n.. i did tat already)

Listen to ur explaination even if it seems ridiculous.. (ur shopping wif eugene instead of asking me ur 2mths+ nv meet de bff out..)
Even u have time, most probably u'll be stuck at hm.. (n.. i've listened and accepted all)

Thanks for doing the same..
I seriously do..
Bcuz ur chionging books period is starting, u do not have time on wkends, u asked me out 2day after ur revision wif ur lecturer..
U took the initiative while i've give the choice entirely to u urself..
U're not pissed anymore cuz im super late..
U understand that I enjoyed slacking.. so went to starbucks for some chat when u actually have to do revision after you go back..

All this..
I do understand..
Cuz im ur bff..

I really hope for tis bff to be 1 that could constantly update me while I have the chance to update her..
something to keep such friendship alive..
I wonder if u understand..
I'm really halfway giving up..

For me to have friendship tat doesnt feels as thou it exist..
U noe i'd rather not have 1..
Sometimes I wonder y it has to be you doing it when u noe me inside out..

happy
sad
exhausted
disappointed
loved
smiled

- LifeGoesOn~

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Was called down for dinner wif the usuals..
N.. 2day is MY dearest auntie 10 actual bday..
040809
=D
OWWW!
Its belated le..
TSK!
WHOSE FAULT?
lol..
Met up wif prissy first as auntie was late as usual..
Had ljs cuz I was hungry..
After that head to starbuck to get a drink as prissy needed cable to get her script done..
while i psp-ed a lil..

after 10 n her friends came..
went to eat again..

<--N bcuz tis kid didnt bring her camera,
She uses my hp to camwhore..
haha..
only few mths apart yet tat much differences..
LOL!

But its not bad to have a sis like her..
Cuz, I nv fail to suan her n tease her..
XD

HAHA!
I seriously got damn lots pictures of them inside my phone..
N its not taken by me but them..
-.-'''
Polluting my phone..

Auntie acting shy..
LOL.. >.<
(taken by prissy)

Hot coco, ice cream..
entertained ourself while 10 is bz entertaining her guest..
-.-'''
Thanks to the kid beside me..
I starting to join in instead of covering..
She basically lift up the camera n waited for my reaction..
PRO isnt it?

Took tis picture wif her polaroid..
Headed to arcade while she parted wif her friends..
Took newprints and bball and carrace a little..
Time past so fast that we're being chased out of the arcade..
Hm sweet hm after tat..
=D
Hope u enjoyed ur advance and ur actual 21st bday..
Friends for life..
Cheers!
Backache again..
Alrite.. ciaos!

Bcuz things meant to be tis way,
It's either putting u on top shelf above the rest.. or merely some nobody that i'll leave aside..

Sometimes, I wished u r elena n doesnt possess a lil of may..
Perhaps friendship would have ended long ago if it was like tat..

U have ur reason for being... bff..
That's what my heart always believed..
However, the brain is getting tired of waiting for miracles each time..

U'll noe what I mean..
If tis is what u're doing..
Im sure u're prepared for the worse..

I hope for some "trust" to be regained tml..
It'll keep me gg for a while..

- LifeGoesOn~

Monday, August 3, 2009

=)
Cute isnt it?
Manage to get back early after early dinner wif ahxiang..
Decided to play wif ben dan..
put it inside the ball, took out all his stuff, disturb it and taaaaduhhhh~
LOL!
Its simply too tired to move..

The cooling pad is the only thing that it likes..
See how he spread himself over the plate?
Sometimes its really veri nice juz to watch wat its doing..
Turning, cleaning, clearing the bedding, eating, drinking..
But.. It has been slping a lot lately..
Wonder if I shld get him a miss right..
HAHA!

Ben dan is getting bigger..
Cuz its a male..
But still, as fast as lightning..
Almost impossible to catch..
Owwwww.. to get him more goodies or a partner..
Hesistating..
=\

Mummy brought this bedsheet n quilt..
/-.-'''
Guess winter is coming..
LOL!

Got the curtain changed as well..
Sometimes, its so troublesome having a room to urself..
Everything had to D.I.Y..
N.. worst.. if the bed doesnt match ur curtain..
It juz means..
IM TOO TIRED TO GET THEM CHANGED AGAIN..
haha..
Will be meeting the usual 2 tml after sch..
O's is nearing..
Yet to study..
Im soo dead..
UT is ard the corner too..
Im soooo dead..

But still, I wan my HOLIDAY~
=)

Im worried for myself..
but my energy r running low..
Very..
sighs..

doesn't matter..
.....
....
...
..
.
No longer any concern..
Too tired to even bother..
Tried my best..

- LifeGoesOn~

Sunday, August 2, 2009

2nd aug 09..
After 10's chalet, headed back hm..
Heard that thr's guest coming..
Cleared the entire house..
Do up the laundry and swept the floor despite being extremely tired..

Was extremely tired after bathing..
So decided to skip west coast park trip wif sweets..

Watched ben dan for a moment and fell aslp almost immediately..
Without turning on the aircon nor fan..
Woke up sweating all over.. ard 6pm.plus
LOLS..

Noticed ahyan msged..
Decided to get up from bed n go meet her..
intented to emo at punggol jetty..
But ended up touring the country club cause it was too late for prawning session..
went sengkang to shop for a while and hm sweet hm..

=D
We're still hoping if the 5 of us stayed near each other..
It might have already been our daily routine to meet up as n when we like..
HAHA!
Anyway.. two is awesome too..
Thanks for the simple and nice outing..
XD

Alrites..
I miss my bed very much..
Gonna prepare for tml's clothes and head for bed soon..

Back hurting badly recently..

I wished thr's 48hrs a day..
24hrs of slp..
24hrs of play..

Tired..
ciao..

"It has been quite a while since we've last met.. I wonder if it still matters, anymore.."

Another hetic wk ahead
I shld stop working for a while soon..
I burning myself out..

- LifeGoesOn~

Next is my autie advance 21st bday celebration..
XD
sry ar...
only esther uploaded her pics..
So.. only have tis pic..
Prissy bussiness too big.. haven upload..
haha.

Soo.. tis is the reason im bz..
*nods vigorously..*

Luckily had prissy to tag along..
Digging pics for the chart, getting them printed..
Taking up days to get her present as well as doing the fake present..
Had prissy to come over my house to do up the chart..
Till 1.40am and waking up at 5am to prepare for work..
And her celebration right after tat..

=)
now u now y im soo tired le ba auntie..
Haha..

Celebration was crazy..
First it was whipped cream, next thr's flour then comes the choco cake..
It makes the bday girl a cake herself..
LOLS!

Thanks for the BIG hug that destroyed my T's..

Hmm..
Thou its not the actual day yet..
But hope u've enjoyed urself loh..
We tried to lighten ur work load by being ur servant liao..HAHA! got gan dong right?

=D
Anyway..
Seeing her 21st reflects badly on mine..
-.-'''
Bcuz she's not gonna make mine easy..
Luckily thr's too many ppl to cover up whose the culprit for whichever subbo..
LOLS..

Anyway..
Cake fight is OhMiGod NOOOO..
Bcuz u'll literally smells like cake even after bathing.. -______-'''
At least I've tried to make u white than black..
LOL!

Hmmm..
But still..
My same old usual words..
Getting old soon..
Stay happy always..
Will forever be ur sweetest friend..
*smiles with a peace sign*

Being happy on bdays is when u noe u're celebrating wif ppl whom u noe cares for u...
Let's have dinner tis tue, juz the 3 of us..
=)
We're the best aint we?
8yrs of friendship, still counting on..
Loves..

- LifeGoesOn~

Ok.. next is outing wif the usual..
aunty 10 and prissy..
28th july 09..
Lotsa pics taken..
Shall post them in fb later since the 2 is sooooo lazy..
TSK!

Thanks to the 2 lousy 1's..
My pictures are soooo small..
=(
I old liao la!
CAN U ALL SEND BIGGER PICTURES NEXT TIME???
Anyway..
Nice pictures isnt it?
=D
cuz got me mah..
haha!
Alrite..
I've 4gotten pretty much of it.. only rmb-ed we had sushis and shopping after that..
oops.. that's the day b4 prawning session..
-.-'''
Told u its a hetic wk..
LOL!
that's all!
more to come..

- LifeGoesOn~