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` NAME: Huiling
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` School: Republic Poly
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Friday, April 13, 2007

oww... im so obsessed wif the book i brought... its so true... bout family.. frenship n everything! haha... who says frenz dun rely on frenz 4 support 2? haha... its like a book 2 help me thru loh... wow... mayb i shld get her 2 read it after im done wif it... but... nah... nvm.. she's 2 bz wif everything bah... nowadays im keeping myself occupied... reading... 2moro which is saturday will b working le... sianz... actually going 2 cousin house 2 see her 1mth old baby n eat buffet thr de... but argh!! work! cant even attend the afternoon nor night buffet... pissed... oh ya... li xuan's baby is going 2 reach 1 mth 2... thinking wat 2 get 4 her baby as a big sis.. perhaps being a mother at early age isnt a bad thing either... at least forming a family wif her love one's... wun get 2 feel wat's loneliness... btw.. sch's gonna start tis mon le... cant play much le... every1 will b so bz preparing 4 sch.. mayb as we change 2 new environment... we r forced 2 get our frenz changed... its the matter of time tat we muz change frens ba... then.. memories will stick to the old's.. but if possible 2 have all.. y nt? gosh.. wat am i saying? but its time tat will fade everything off ba... even if i were 2 have lots of time... im wasting it every single min cuz the others might b veri much occupied... muz start going solo... cuz every sch de module can onli stay wif frens for a few mths... so i much start learning 2 b sociable... but! y sia... the frens i noe so far is all guys? gals come n approach me 2 b frens man... im so gd.... *puking* haha.. but im sure i'll make long term frens... tat's wat i always do... either long term or juz those hi n bye frens... im pretty relistic n high in demand 4 frenship... mayb its juz like wat the book says... support from home or sch... family cant then frens will... oh ya... recently stuck in rp then those i can approach will onli b my cousin or zeng yuan... hehe.. everything dunno can ask them.. then can start slacking liao! yay... but haha.. it seems tat im helping zeng yuan than his helping me... but keke.. got company 2 is better than none.. thou i feel uncomfortable wif guys... but tat's the fact.. mayb its due 2 i've nv been in a reationship ba... then im a listener than speaker... then cold cold de... eek.. thinking of it freaks me out... i like those noisy ppl... make me feel warmer.. or more like a family tat kind of feelings... then got topic chat until like market would b so fun.. dang... stuck in my own world again.. kinda not feeling gd 2day... cuz i've waste another day by nt spending it meaningfully.. hated tis kind of feeling.. loneliness... but gd thing.. im finally used 2 being alone... its hard 2 come by noe? but it don feel gd lah.. who will? hahaz... then sunday mayb going 2 my new house do some painting.. it's gonna b rdy soon... then mayb i could visit tat pet shop... see the puppy... ah.... i juz feel like having it so much... hmm... but toking bout sch... kinda mad bout the timetable... start at 8.30am... end at? NV write??? then onli can plan my work schedul sat n sun... but gonna have slams cuz it wkend... haiz... n mayb working wif those diff outlet de ppl.. but fine wif me... juz dun let me b stuck wif all male working environment... time is getting lesser n lesser wif work n sch... traveling will oso take up much of the time... kinda upset by not having SUFFICIENT time... n my fren having NO time.. lol? let fate decide ba... oh mayb i shld juz stay in my own world 4eva... oh ya... im always in my own world... nobody did enter my life... they juz changed my life... hahaz... its kinda late now... being mummy's gal 2moro.. go market wif her n aunt.. hmm... felt a bit empty... but nvm! slp slp...

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