haiz... now is 28th le... cuz it midnight le... feeling so down... hate quarrels! HATE it!!! all started bcuz of such a small thing... y cant ppl juz tok without anger? argh!!!! 2day is like bloody fuked up... already so tired wif sch life le still muz handle other things... im really veri tired trying... 2day's group presentation is like onli 3 person... i've already squeezed my brain juice dry... then tot could relax de... but meet up wif fren wasnt a gd idea... as when both are tired... we tend to pick on the slightest things.. haiz... quarrel le kanna shoot back on me mentally... sux lar... no link de lor... like tat oso can... haiz... sad lah... who wun? haiz... tried veri hard... maintaining frenship is hard... tiring!!!!!! haiz... i juz how tat fren look upon me as.... guessing all the time is making me lose hope... 2day she told me that she is wif her bf but that doesnt mean she likes him... it is like.... duh~ argh... 4get it... none of my concern! she is she i am huiling!! huiling who like 2 stay in her own world... haiz... so dun bring me out! haiz... mood totally spoiled.. need 2 take time 2 heal summore... fuk! haiz... personal atk from frens hurts ok... summore wat i do wrong sia... lame lar... haiz... i so bad mah? y still b my fren? dun understand u... wat's ur motive? 2 much until i wanna give up.... argh! suan le... tis is nt frenship anyway.... i dun have frens... so no need 2 mention frenship... poly de ppl r even worst.. humans r horrible... u r.... so muz i trust u? put trust in u u dun wan... fine le.... everything doesnt matter anymore.... i may juz give in the towel someday........................................... ptless.... so ptless.......