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` NAME: Huiling
` D.O.B: 12/01/89
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` School: Republic Poly
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    Friday, April 13, 2007


    haiz... now is 2.50am 14th april... intended 2 have a gd nite slp... but guess nt now... may called me juz now.. she chit chat wif me bout y ppl dislike me n dun feel like toking 2 me is bcuz they dun like my cousin... is tis a topic any frens shld start? haiz... n she told me tat she cant say who is tat person n tell me she's onli telling me... as a fren... will u do tis 2 them? n quarrel starts... i hate it when quarrel starts... bcuz she'll list out all the bads in me... she's pissed off n end the conversation... n im TOTALLY bothered by it... if chit chatting... the person onli wanted 2 tell u n wanted u 2 zip... can u sallow tat fustration? wif words like ''im onli telling u.. i dun wan 2 noe anything bout how u feel or wat u wan 2 say... u're pissing me off?'' i noe i've always acted perfect in front of every1... so tat ppl dun hate me... if u tell me infact they do... i cant do anything... can i? i juz dun wish 2 show any feelings 2 ppl who i dun bother... or perhaps i dun even noe my true self? haiz... wat is the true fren like? will they do tis 2 u? or she's juz not my fren... trying 2 use me? i dun understand... it may b true tat i always say i dunno... but... y do she wanna judge it as ''i dunno'' is my motive n used it back against me? is wanting a true fren juz so difficult? its nt i dun wanna share my probs.. sorrows wif any1... im nt given a chance 2 voice.. haiz.. y muz things always b like tat? i dun like crying.. but it wun stop.. i feel as if every1 is so fake... if every1 is treating me gd juz bcuz they wanna use me... r u 1 2? i hate quarrels... i hate myself... y am i always tat bad in ppl's view? in ur view? i dun intend 2 pissed u off... but ur fren shld b? im tired... im really tired guessing... im trying my best 2 push as far as i can 2 b perfect fren.. until we quit.. i juz seems so small in everything... nth im gd at... worst fren... everything! if so... y regain tis frenship?? felt so useless............

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