damn! argh!! stupid me... ah!!!! y do i so stupidly missed the date of my o's retake payment??? now i may cant even retake lar! waste 1 yr? fuk.... now i dun even got any idea wat am i supposed 2 do lar!!! haiz... pls.. god muz give me chance... if not im doom... zzz... everything is so packed... cant even breathe!!! haiz... haven even do my night class de registeration n sch's starting! god dammit... stupid spinelli... fuk.. argh... pissed off by myself... y cant i juz rmb things which is so impt???? y muz i always wans ppl 2 inform me? ah!!!! if i cant retake im gonna kill myself... haiz... i cant cope wif life.... im really struggling... wif everything! struggling at work.. struggling wif frenship.. juz 2 give in everytime... wif moving house... wif sch's thing!!! it's everything!!!!!!!!!!! haiz... PISSED! gimme a break... i need some kit kats.... juz hope tat everything's nt 2 late.... i juz hope so... dun send me into darkness once again...