haiz... it has been a tiring day 2day... xian's mum msg me 2day... asked if she leave my house at wat time.. ????? im clueless 2... she told her mum she staying at my house but she didnt... she used my name 2 lie 2 her parents..haha... y? shldnt i b the 1 angry... in the end she's the 1 who turned out 2 b angry n we quarrel.. whr does the fault lies wif?? i dun really noe... after tat all i did was cry... i dunno y... tired? hurt of being used? stressed? i dun even noe... then i fall aslp... when i woke up.. my eyes hurts... eyes already so small le then now even worst.. in the end have to wear specs... tis is oso bcuz i can dun make it so obvious 2 my family that my eyes swell... haha... im sick oso... no energy... flu... wat else can it get? sway.... btw..... thank u 10 auntie~ thank u 4 helping me create a veri nice blog n the cbox.... xie xie... next time muz teach me put music kaes? haha... 2 challenge u.. tired... quite sad 2day.... flaws being list out again n again.... i do sux.. after 2day's thing... im lost once again.. no aims in life.. nth... i think i have no interest in anything... i given up everything... i juz dun wish 2 have feelings.... it hurts a lot.... sadness overcomes happiness... y shld i have feelings? moving le.... after moving.... everything will fade n end... no more memories........ thr is so much things 2 wry.... i shall rest.... n 4get.... no longer will put feelings in anything.... unless the masked huiling appears.... the real huiling shall slp peacefully... lol? jking..... time will heal... im juz tired....