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` NAME: Huiling
` D.O.B: 12/01/89
` Age: 20
` School: Republic Poly
` Course: Diploma In Material Science
` part-time/full-time: Student cum Barista
` characteristic: Emo-ism

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Wednesday, April 4, 2007

hmm.. 2day is 5/4/07 3am le~ kinda go hm rather late nowadays... took taxi hm juz now from tam... b4 tat sort of have a long chat wif may.. wonder if we get wat we both r trying 2 say... cuz i din really noe wat had actually happen all the past few mths.. but can see tat im not the onli 1 who is struggling 2 cope wif life... hahaz? but its actually better 2 b crying bcuz u cant cope wif life than give up le cant even feel the feelings of sadness or wat... i guess? but dunno y... wheneva got unsolved problem... tok le oso cant resolved problem de loh...zzz... its so troublesome... but dun wanna care le... cuz mayb some things is nt 4 me 2 decide n time will solve all prob bah... dun wish 2 interfere le... studying soon le... sch's starting n i wun b free anymore.. so i can onli commit wkend le... so trying 2 regain frenship will b hard 4 me... but i really had no idea 2 regain tis frenship or nt... mayb i'll let her decide ba... or perhaps... time will or wun allow... mayb i shld use zah's words... if god permits... sch's starting le... new frens? new environment? swt... i kinda hate making new frens... but will try.. haha... summore so many chi na ppl... owww.... hate new environment... zzz... muz wry tat break dunno got any company or nt le... haha? lol... im so selfish in my thinking... haha... but tat's me when comes 2 frneship... bo bian... i juz dun get it y sia... onli frenship im 100% sensitive n selfish.. but luckily... im changing... haha... mayb new frens r better oso loh... cuz wun b tat selfish n sensitive when dunno new frens well... haha? dunno wat im toking... but one thing i had 2 say... giving in 2 others may sometimes b a burden 2 them... being true 2 them may b gd 2.. if bluffing have reasons i will accept.. if frens needed fren 2 listen i will.. if being thr is onli wat frens need.. i'll b...its hard 2 say when asked... onli can ans behide everything... if frens look 4 frens onli when thr's trouble or have motive... haha... i can b thr ba... tis is all how i shld treat frenship in future... hahaz... BUT... if i didnt regain tis frenship until then... it will b erased... everything... wun do anything 2 it... but juz let flow as it goes... hehe... tired... reaching 4 am le... 2moro working at 2pm again... zzzz... slping le.... signing off... hUiLiNg..

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