haiz.. another tue has passed. its 22nd of may le.. =[ feeling so bad.. im juz [ this ] tired 2 life.. haiz.. yesterday sux! tis wk im back to being alone le.. cuz went back to punggol to stay le.. haiz.. everyday household again.. but gd.. occupied.. but.. i dun like being alone.. sianS.. thinking back bout yesterday's stuff... Oh ya... i was damn tired yesterday.. feeling rather moody oso.. but went out wif xian for dinner.. normally, mon is her BF day.. i shldnt b wrong... but she asked me out instead.. if we are human.. wun we feel that bcuz she got no 1 2 go 2 she go wif frens? haiz.. watch spiderman oso the same.. ask u watch say nt nice.. watch wif bf nice? DANG!! haiz.. things kinda pissed me off.. wheneva such things happen i'll emo le.. dun really like frenship 2 b like tat.. so unfair.. do i have the choice 2 choose other than u choosing? im tired... felt so loss.. but im starting to treasure my family more le.. without company of mum n lil bro for 2 wks bcum so old le.. loved then more than eva.. they are the 1 that truly cares from the beginning.. its juz that i did not see their contribution.. *hugs* btw... im going genting.. relax... give myself time to think thru everything.. shld i or shld i not... then go casino gamble... shld b fun... zzz.. gonna start with my proj le... blogged soon ba..... sadz...