hmm..so long since i've last blogged. actually intending not to blog anymore cuz got more n more spys.. then intended to write personal diary.. but haha... wun have the time to. a lot of things happen this few weeks... in school ,work, wif frens and my guitar lessons. schooling has been so stressed up.. dun like speaking but everytime muz tok in order 2 attain gd grades. but didnt do very well actually.. frens in class is like... "frenemy" sometimes good sometimes bad... all seems to have their motive in approaching... so unlike secondary life... this routine is like worst than sec life lah... BUT!! i like monday~ cuz its guitar time... yes! people thr at least no motive... then nv chat 4 reasons de loh... friends thr r juz better than classmates... but... thr is still frenemy who actually tries 2 make frens with others de loh... -.-''' i've finally master one song... n my next practice will be another... brought myself 1 guitar n tuner le... but tat tuner... zzzz.... dunno how 2 use... waste my $$.. nevertheless, at least i perform better in guitar cuz i know how 2 read notes... seniors thr is juz GREAT... cant just get my life out of music ya? yup.... I felt that playing a song out is a way of conveying feeling too... N since i can nv share anything wif everyone, might as well use music 2 express myself... =] for frens case... haha... 10 n pris... plan so long ar? very bz ba... even im struggling 2 cope with life... how can they not possibly be struggling? luckily i got no sem test... haha... but i got plan on my outing le.... so gotta wait 4 that mth to come. for ex classmates things... awww... i miss u zahidah~ hmmm... gonna disturb her or meet her up someday... so many mths nv saw her le.. miss those fun... mayb next time zeng yuan n stacey plan outing ask her go along( food dun non-halal) summore she always not free de.. same as jas 1...so oso gotta wait 4 exmates de outing. the more frequently i'll meet up wif de is tat stupid gal le... lolz... =X but a bit sad... always go out either eat or shop... dun really know what other things she prefer doing... -.-''' but cant blame.... food juz cant leave our hand when we 2 meet up... so long~ purposely de... hahaz.. bout my personal life.. this few days kept recalling bout what others told me.. lynda jie, gugus' and elena's sis... all mention bout me y not go find bf... beats me... i dun even noe y am i not noticing others.. die... old hag soon... no lar... *mystery* *peace* *cheers* everytime at sch either v eat or eat lil.... slim down le... but.. seems 2 look uglier when slim down... 58.5 now... am i gonna b slimming fu'ther then get illness like what u've said? OMG... scary... but keke... 2day i got nasi lemak... fren help buy de... if im really gonna slim down futher i guess im gonna get sick often... gastric etc... but... eating a lot recently.. gd... got ppl eat wif me even better.. stop here le... makan.....