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` NAME: Huiling
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Sunday, January 6, 2008

2day is the 6th of jan.. new yr has passed.. a new beginning or a new disastrous beginning? i had a quarrel wif my best friend... next.. i received a call from my poly best fren that she couldnt pei me le... she's pregnant.. i think today is the longest day in my life.. a painful 1... deceived.. until then end.. i was faced to accept things that has already been planned?
a quarrel wif frens is nth.. perhaps.. it is not even a quarrel... because i wasnt really involved.. haha.. being blacklisted as "betrayer" of frenship.. whether is it directly or directly to the person.. i think it doesnt really matter.. cuz afterall.. i let it out.. i do really meant my friends well.. but.. when the person believed that ur the culprit... thr's really nth to say to everything.. u urself noe that u didnt do anything that betrays frenship its enough.. sum1 really told me a lot of things... juz some outsider that does really affects my life.. teaches me things about life.. thanks...
i've tot things wun get any worst.. really tot so.. that midnight was really tough.. cuz i've received all the blames, scoldings... best to come when my poly fren called.. i was stunned.. totally stunned.. had a lot of fun tgt.. but... it was veri saddening when u noe wif that fren for that sem is only left with a mth then couldnt like spend it tgt wif frens... she apologize that she couldnt pei me.. in the sense of had fun, joy n laughter.. went back tgt after sch.. breakfast n lunch tgt.. i was not angry bout tat when i noe im back 2 that skipping breakfast or lunch, go back alone n everything.. its really a pity.. n what is saddening is that that fren told u 2 eat when she couldnt really handle her own stuff.. it proves that tis fren is really worth such tears.. after a period of time after i hang up wif her.. i msg her that we are still frens.. n she muz keep me update bout her labour.. im really glad for her..n thus.. frenship is still gg strong.. i awaits her wedding as what she has promised..
a lot of people in life accept things openly.. take the courage.. while some things that everything is wrong,unfair.. this people out thr.. they truly change my views of life.. i may be sad now... but they makes me grow.. stronger.. perhaps mature.. what else can i not handle? worst day had come.. wat could be even worst?? hui ling! jia you...
perhaps im childish myself to be tat emotional.. but i really couldnt control myself at times... written so much.. i shall prepare myself for the next day... a sch reopen day... challenges is open to everthing!!!

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