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` NAME: Huiling
` D.O.B: 12/01/89
` Age: 20
` School: Republic Poly
` Course: Diploma In Material Science
` part-time/full-time: Student cum Barista
` characteristic: Emo-ism
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    Sunday, January 20, 2008


    it's 20th of january... somehow today... i've realise that im 19... ow... everything has been so packed that I dun even have the time to daydream.. chinese new yr is coming! frens baby 1mth coming.. my airport pass gonna expire, facial, work n my guitar concert all coming straight for me... thinking of that, im wondering how to look good during new yr.. dunno wanna follow that zong xing look of super girly look! Argh... gonna knock my mum upside down n get 200bucks from her! in the end she said: Go Use Ur Bank $... *heartbroken* spent so much during january... haiz... die?

    feeling veri low nowadays.. it's as if im totally stuck inside my own world.. staring into space all this while.. thinking about almost everything I could think of? words coming out from my mouth is getting lesser n lesser.. hahazz.. will I eva had a day when I nv tok? I really wonder when will it be... bro once told me if ppl kept being sad and think negatively everytime... they will get old sooner than others... now im starting to believe... and i've been eating bread all tis while..

    ok... Im all screwed up.. Cant seems to be handling things well... Perhaps.. I wanted all tis to happen? Regret? what's for me to regret? I may not even noe what am i doing... But... I seems to get so sick of everything that I am learning from others to escape from reality... the cruel reality.. the huiling now shld be the quietest huiling u could ever see ba... for what cherish everything? For what worry for others when u cant even think bout urself? juz hope that ppl will stop asking... "r u alrite?" If my face tells u im not alrite... I really hope u guys will stop toking 2 me...Or rather... msging is better.. cuz.. there's no feelings in it ba... It's juz so blank in my mind that i dun even feel like thinking.. fear of deciding... i shall wake up when i 4gets everything....

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