ok... its the 8th of january today.. tired as usual.. ^^ but im feeling better.. Life's gotta move on anyway.. perhaps hiding from that particular problem.. dun mention or think of it i'll be alrite.. I ate something today on my way to sch.. 2 mini bread in sausage n ham. T_T haha.. juz tot that i'll be hungry in the afternoon so eat in the morning.. torturing myself? shld be ba... Its not as if im not blessed with frens bcuz my fren will always ask me 2 eat... juz tat.. nah... it ok... type of feeling.. a least i've smiled 2day to ppl ard... achievement compared to the day b4!! hmmm.. 2day i didnt received any msg.. somethings wrong? nah... guessed that i've hurt ppl enough.. this fews days, my messages are filled with thorns.. actually I didnt mean to say this kind of words... perhaps.. things r juz anger... after thinking back my msgs that i know i hurt ppl, i'll cry... LOLS! wat's wrong wif me? i dunno either... sad.. yup... i've finally brought myself a diary... to really write what i feel inside the diary... as for blogs... i'll juz keep my frens update bout how im doing... i guess i'll write my diary more often... perhaps 2 cause less troubles... thou a diary wun teach me whats rite or wrong... at least, at least... i could really write my true feelings... hope to get better each day!!! JY!