Wednesday, January 9, 2008
ok.. its thursday, 10th january 2008... 4got to bring my diary to school and im left with the com to blog~ hmm... going out tis sat... my family actually intended to ask me to go my relative house celebrate my bday... as my lil cousin has the same date of birth as me.. ^^ but was being rejected... cuz... damn lil logic of frens are first priority.. there were my poly frens, n sec sch frens that asked me out... rejected the poly 1's.. perhaps i only feel like celebrating my bday with my buddies.. and it all clashes that all wanted to go out in the afternoon or evening.. so... it's alrite... priorities comes first!!
=( when my bday is near... some1's bday is near too.. january babies.. ok la.. not gonna bad mouth anymore... my schedul is veri tight during my bday... n thus i have to reject some to co-ordinate with the others.. same goes to miss elena.. even if ppl have no time for that particular fren.. they are not forgotten.. this is what i think ba.. juz that there are more imp ppl in our life's.. mummy asked me veri sincerely too... its not as if i dun care.. cuz can really fit... but im gonna buy myself a cake for my family to cut wif me at night... cuz i noe they wanted to celebrate my bday as they sort of know i was down recently..
10 auntie.. u really gg to drink ar? i guess if drink or go until late late ran cant make it de.. so only u n me go.. ok rite? actually tot of not gg out at all de... after thinking for long... its juz another day... haha... but thxs 4 rmbering ah auntie.. then book so early in adv... btw.. how come u cry? "as what u have mention in the chatbox." didnt noe le guan de 10 will cry 1... haha!
perhaps... i'll have more problems to face after my bday celebration... actually i can really handle the life which is to concentrate on my poly life, poly friends and guitar practice.. as for sec frens.. it's not as if always meet la.. but they will be thr when u need them.. shld i really put my concentration on studies n guitar in my yr 2 life? still thinking... life's is really mine tis time... have been thinking all tis while.. afraid to make decision that i've nv made... but.. this time im really considering... fair or not.. i have been repeating tis mistakes for years... perhaps the fact is telling me to not repeat the same process all over... nevertheless! i muz start believing in myself and not others... put my shoes b4 others! Wish me luck! Jia you!!
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LifeGoesOn~