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` NAME: Huiling
` D.O.B: 12/01/89
` Age: 20
` School: Republic Poly
` Course: Diploma In Material Science
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    Thursday, April 24, 2008


    today.. 25th april 2008... i shall tell a story! excited? nope.. its 4 my own leisure!

    Once upon a time... haha? JKing.. not so lao tao...

    There was a girl.. let's named her ling.. ling had never felt that she like any other girl.. she felt that she is uncompareable to them, because.... she tot that she is ALWAYS ugly.. as she is being flawed by god.. leaving her wif ugly features, broad shoulders,fat and worst, ling did not have the long silky hair which ever girl deserved, she was merely reaching bald... knowing it herself that she wasnt perfect, she'd tried all ways to perfect her inner beauty that made her a rather plesant gal...

    ling was blessed, with loyal frens and understanding family.. yet, low self-esteem never bare to leave her every second.. she felt she was being pity by everyone.. ling think that she's veri fortunate to have frens who are willing to stick wif her.. therefore she tried her veri best for every1.. and even frens whom are not so worth...

    her life was incomplete... ling never believed in love... infact.. she was afraid to do so.. "people are just playing, who would fall for a freak like me" therefore all her reliance falls onto her frens that has brought great misery to her friends as well as herself...

    people had told her, she's perfectly fine, build with great personally and looked fine... the more others explained, the more imperfect she felt she was... it doesnt stop bugging her.. infact her thinking get worst as she grows old... her "beauty" seems to be lost with her age...

    I may be a pity for ling to felt tis way.. but, without such flaws, ling will never put others into consideration b4 her own, tot of others highly and sees their flaws as something good..

    Living with such pain, she was not forgiven by the relistic,cruel beings..
    The incident:
    child: mummy, what happen 2 her hair
    mum: if u're naughty, u'll be like her..
    child : i dun wan.. so ugly
    Both: *laughs*

    ling cried endlessly that night... does she deserve it? why does she have to go through such pain? she tot... but why? its something she cant change? she didnt blame others who said her.. she felt grateful.. For her to once again realise her limitations and not be proud over her inner beauty which people has been praising..

    critics has strengthened her in becoming a better person... tears has made her stronger... however.. she has lost herself.. more and more... she has lost the chance 2 voice her opinion... she accommodiate as she was afraid she will lose others for good...

    Now, ling is still struggling wif herself... until one day... she TOT that there's some1 that has changed her life... that some1...


    =) shall cont if thr's respond.... gtg study le... T____T

    loves, huiling...

    - LifeGoesOn~