Hmm.. after sch reopen days... things have been packed packed and PACKED.. people are dead bz wif stuff that most could hardly even blog.. somhow.. im one of them.. ^^luckily.. im able to survive thru those long struggles... it seems that i'm keeping more and more stuff to myself.. even if im sad or angry, there no longer needs any third party to be concern bout my moods..
Wasn't able to meet up wif my fren today.. I stayed bcuz of my studies and some persuaded by a grp of "guai gias".. but frankly speaking.. thanks to them i did the right thing... I cant afford to skip material science and let my grades suffer... but it was a saddening, "mood ruining" kinda thing.. that my presentation sux... haiz.. it was also quite saddening me n my fren can actually quarrel by juz not meeting? ARGH~ 5yrs like trash like tat!!! stupidly... perhaps we are mad bcuz we wanted time to enjoy... but the time is always not right or not thr.. =( frens... I really miss every1.. i miss my gang of cux.. miss everything...But time is always what I lack...
Something that im fuking fad up wif.. "U" that idiotic crap... man I feel that I got nth to do wif u! and really wish that u can get ur face out of my sight sia... ZZZ... im tired of it le.. how I wish I can share it here... but after I settle everything ba... hopefully... if... i can handle it...
However, In life, there are lots and lots of ppl that faced the same situation, stress and even things which are more out of hand than i am.. that's what i noe for sure.. If i am able to hang in thr.. u ppl will be able to pull thru those hardship too.. but sometimes... its juz who to share wif when it something which is so hard to say to just that sum1 isnt it? humans... they are so contradictory.... i need some brainwash n start all over again!! haiz... so blues recently.. need some "frenship" pills and injection... -.-'''