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Thursday, July 3, 2008

Haiz...4th july 2008..
Skipped school... Im too tired after swimming... Things have been bothering me too... first, finiance budget stuff, UT, school and exercise.. The worst shld be that crappy friendship.. I dunno if i shld end a frenship for my own good, or maintain it for ur own good... I guess the only solutions is to not be bothered bout this frenship that is not worth to try and invest any longer... *sobz* another frenship gone... JUZ bcuz of guys... hate it wheneva such things happens...

I've been SO SO SO bz that I wasnt able to blog..

sakura buffet was fun!! plain toast isnt plain toast afterall.. LOLs.. besides eating, gossiping is all that keeps us bz all day long.. took lotsa pictures.. (but its not wif me now)...
guess I was the most shao xing de person thr bah... all were able to share their personal feeling except me... hmm.. mayb partly was the reason that its not worth mentioning...
but i guess it would be better if i juz share it ba... bi jing they had said theirs.. SERIOUSLY, im not serious in any relationship.. jimmy or jason , nope.. perhaps games is something too serious.. juz that i meet them, but is not keen in starting a r/s wif any1 even if they r (u muz be having ??? on top of your head)
reason for me doing so.. perhaps is bcuz i have nth better 2 do? nope... juz wanna be cared bout ba... another reason is that as u noe, im not as perfect as other gals; flawed.. all i could do is prove myself that i can be the same... but such things is ok isnt it? I dunno.. stupid... that's y im finding it stupid now...
guys... it really hard for u to find the 1 whom u madly loved and loved u truly in return... when eva a guy wans you.. they will do wateva it takes to have you.. and you're with them, suffering is bound to be more than being loved.. stereotype? YES! ok.. i really dunno what else to say.. love, perhaps its juz so out of my dictionary.. I don't even love myself... how can i love any1 else?

ok... its getting a bit to heavy... juz dun like mentioning ba.. gets very upset when mentioned..

read horoscope from somewhr...(but its in chinese)
di yi yan zong hui ge ren jiao ao leng mo de gan jue, bu shan biao da qing gan de ta qi shi shi wai leng nei re de. xiang chu jiu le jiu ke fa xian,qi shi ta hai man hao jiang hua de! suo yi bie cong ta de wai biao pan duan ta de xiang fa.. qi shi ta shi ge heng hao xiang chu de ren...
rite auntie 10?
haha.. thinking bout that, there's only 4person that can unlocked the hidden me and i would chat non stop wheneva i see them(including if i got the mood to tok) eeling,elena,priscilla and zah...
surprise surprise.. they r the only 1 that closed my mouth and wans me to stop toking x)
hmm.. perhaps quiet is my style.. dun bother to find that chatty me.. no 1 can handle it.. haha..

hmmm... it's time i do smth to everything... not gonna let any1 spoils my mood anymore... i will be happy juz by schooling,guitar-ing, work, exercise with kakis n cousin n aunt.. it doesnt matters if anything else happens.. IT DOESNT!

- LifeGoesOn~