The ugly, evil , hidden side of me is surfacing... juz bcuz im too tired... Everything I said seems to be so unliked me... after thinking twice on what i've said... i wonder is it really myself? or the other me that is taking charge of the real me... -.-''' tired so hard to be ms nice... n now... ZZZ
Now, i understand y i've been eating a lot... it does makes me happy when im tired... seriously.. pathetic...
if exercising is helping me not to think much... its worth the tiredness.. no wonder im getting fatter.. stress=exercise... exercise, kill stress/wanna feel happier= eat overall = fatter... fatter= lagi stress!
just what am i doing? to neglect my frenship n everything else... making myself suffer... WHAT am i doing?? I'm really so TIRED....