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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Tuesday,22nd july, 8.28pm
It was a nothing-ness day...
Everything was smooth..
smth different is that andrea was not in sch and I was marked partial for guitar as I went back wif YX.. meet up wif mum to hv dinner.. nothing's better than being wif my family.. The 1 that is thr when i needs them.. back.. and started blogging as i finally have time right time to...

thanks auntie 10 once again..
despite being bz and tired..
u still got the time to "haunt" me..
being concerned bout ea and every difficulties im facing..
but.. i'm alrite le.. cuz i kinda got thing figured out..
4eva my pillar of support.. thanks luh.. owe u so much..
cuz u nv fail to bring a smile on my face..
My Super Duper Great kaki..

The first thing of causing my stress, GUITAR..
Problem:quit or not to quit?
Because of :my responsibility as a committee..my friends in guitar.. My rooutine being affected.. My stress being in guitar.. My tiredness being so packed.. etc etc
Solution: I'm quitting right after the yr 3's is leaving... perhaps that's my limit.. for now tis is my solution and i juz need to support debbie and hasanah to keep tis committee gg.. (the "for now" is bcuz sum1 told me to juz pon during yr3.. lols)

The second stress, A friend that time has drifted us apart
Perhaps there is really no solution to it..
but i just wanna say, its not easy that we've come so far..
I really have no idea whats wrong wif the friendship..
but i hope time is not the factor which ends a friendship which i've alway treasured..
I really wish to know what's wrong.. but i juz cant seems to find out whr does the fault lies..

The third stress, my own routine..
because: I desperately wished to go back early everyday.. I have no time for others.. I only have time 4 stupid stuff like guitar, work, studies and exercise and nth else.. I'm making myself more and more agitated,petty,fustrated,mad etc etc which caused me to make a fool out of myself...
Solution: if im having 4 days studies :mon tue thur fri
1-3 times exercise a wk.. wed thur sat
2 days work wed sat
2 days guitar
1 day meeting mon
what i have to do is BEAR WIF IT..
haha... ok... i noe.. its not funny...
i'm somehow used to such routines..
its juz that my attitude will sux...
trying to change..
and i will do what i've said..

lastly, people who are affecting me so much... I believe it is due to my tiredness that i've admit defeat even when the war hasn't started.. its juz myself feeling down ba...
my heart will definately tells me who is worth my tears...

As 4 the guy.. it will not be worth mentioning.. if not i'll be juz spoiling my own mood..
(my quote again: u dun need to be pretty to love sum1 and be loved in return..but thr r people that is juz not so worth loving..)
btw.. i'm wondering y is thr ppl that could add me thru msn when my friendster is already set private..
heavy entries again.. haiz..

some words are left unspoken..
i shall keep it to myself..
ciao..bye

- LifeGoesOn~