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` NAME: Huiling
` D.O.B: 12/01/89
` Age: 20
` School: Republic Poly
` Course: Diploma In Material Science
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Saturday, September 20, 2008

Saturday, 20th september 2008..

huihui's so so so so tired..

didnt had enough slp.. as i had outing wif elena yesterday..

slpt at 2am woke up at 5.45am.. as im working 7am today..

SHAGGED!

Leonard: gal! r u ok?

Me: ya.. do i look like im not? im tired.. Veri!

Leonard: yea..looks like it.. U've lost ur smiles..

Sometime I find it really hard to just be myself..

smiling for the sake of smiling makes me so tired..

work was alrite.. heard from Leonard that Marcus is gg to put me as "event barista"

was rather happy upon hearing it as IM the best barista.. WAKAKA..

$15/hr wor...

this proves that i may be skipping lesson next thur!

OMG OMG!?

met up wif elena after work..

as i happened to pass by tampinese..

she brought a lot of junk stuff..

SINFUL chocolates, marshmellows, potato chips..

lols.. looks like her PMS day is nearing..

-.-'''

as usual, nothing stops us from enjoying good food..

stop at haggen dazs..

she had 3 scoops choice(left)

and i had passion waffle delight(right)

nice? yea...

billed at $46.80..

haha.. plus yesterday's dinner..

2/3 my pay from event is gone..

lols..

-.-''' to think if i could eva earned back my watch n vodka's $..

WATEVA~

what's gonna stop me?

simply enjoys good food with great ppl..

but i seriously muz start saving..

oh god..

ling's bday on the 27.. pubbing!

FARKED!

when will i eva know how to save up?

oh well.. that's me.. $ is not meant to be saved.. as you'll never noe when is going to be the last chance u'll get to spend them..

CHEERS!

im so gonna con u when u receive ur pay.. Xp u freaking ego stupidly ZZZ..

hmm.. bout ...........

my personal tots n feelings ever since............

it may seems rather ridiculous..

that huiling's being liked and appreciated..

encountering such problems..

its has made my life pretty out of hands..

having people to intrude ur life,

asked u about almost everything about you..

have people to start looking at ur direction

where you became pretty conscience bout ur movements and attitude..

SERIOUSLY..

it kinda pissed the boyish, self-conscience, quiet, shy me...

no 1 eva dares to disturb me, calls me old maid(as i dun really thinks life's just about love)

says that im EMO or DAO when i dun reply..

looked at me and says that im different..

a guy that noticed and says that im pretty when i dolled up myself..

perhaps.. its juz him doing so..

it actually makes me felt that people do actually cared for me..

Indeed.. those who noes me... noes that i wished to be controlled..

due to my blurness, heck attitude, a gal that has too much freedom from her family..

Acknowledgement, a better word to be exact..

it kinda makes me sad..

because what's stopping me to like sum1 is myself..

my own conscience of how i see myself stops me from wanting love and accepting who i am..

i really don't know what to do if u asked me one day..

not really a person that needs to be loved by guys or BFs

i dont noe what to do next..

i shall juz escape..

ESCAPE from everything..

Someday.. things will fade..

I just wanna avoid being hurt once again...

please don't be so nice to me...

haiz..

ahem.. those who noes who im mentioning..

please keep it to urself too..

i dont wish to upset any1..

WAKE UP HUILING!

- LifeGoesOn~