21st october 2008.. its tuesday le.. pon sch yesterday wif amelia and huiyan.. peggy, yx and cindy couldnt tag along due to some "attendance issue" thus they pang sei us to be guai guai sheng.. had breakfast at cwp mac.. trained to city hall.. then to bugis.. shopped a lot and ate a lot.. a day worthwhile ponning.. =) thanks!
had been eating a lot lately.. perhaps.. again.. cuz im not really feeling gd recently.. and all i could do is eat to make me feel better.. haiz..
have been avoiding quite a lot of things recently.. I just wished to pause everything.. n get back on track when im feeling better.. if im taking frenship for granted, i apologise.. but i just wish to be away from my frens.. alone..
exercise doesnt seems to help.. eating is making things worst cuz im getting fatter..(i'll kill myself if I gets fat) crying seems ptless.. im juz not feeling gd.. cant get the emoness off me..
I really dun like the feeling of being taken for granted.. haiz.. need a few days to adjust my mood.. give me some time..
i'll reply u when i gets better.. Or shld i just care bout how i feeling other than being concern bout others?