
Saturday, 4th october 08
too too tired..
was late for work..
as usual,my attitude sux..
friday night when i was walking hm after guitar..
cried..
2day, i cried too..
why? no why.. tears just drop..

Im a human too..
it juz felt terrible pushing myself..
weak? ineed I am..
without my slp.. im nothing..
I'll lose my coolness,
my smiles..
my everything..
I couldnt even be bothered bout how others feels..
The selfish, dark side of me..
feeling so helpless and lost, Im so so so happy to have my best best friend!
ELENA POH!
thanks 4 being thr..
I really need tat..
loves!

haiz.. not really in the mood..
im so screwed up?
fuking life..
I HATE LIVING!
GIMME A BREAK!!!!
IWANNABHAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
do u noe how much im suffering inside?
how hard im crying?