Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Alrites!
This post shld be meant just for me to voice what my heart wish to say for once..
Haiz..
It does really sux when no matter how hard u strive.. It just cant changed anything..
And.. I've been stupidly doing it for years..
The more I hate losing..
The more I strive..
The more I strive, The more tired I became..
But.. What am I actually striving for?
Perhaps...
afterall, Im the selfish 1...
Wanting people to see my good...
In order to be recognized..
Sometimes... I think that I've gone too far...
Till I denies what my heart feels..
Why is it just so hard to receive appreciation?
But what can such appreciation do?
Why shld I force myself to do things in turn that will makes me sad bout the outcome?
why is it that even just for a nobody... I still wanna give my best to that person?
I FELT STUPID!
but what's worst shld be doing things for people for years without return...
I just felt extremely tired today...
Perhaps its just what i've seen...
Someday...
Will everything come to an end...
will u cherish my existence?
Im really tired to "feel" everything everytime...
Can I hear it instead?
haiz..
mayb im just tired...
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LifeGoesOn~