Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Environmental science UT: F
Polymers and Composite Science UT: D
Analytical Science UT: C
Applied Chemistry UT: F
Seriously... Seeing tis is so fuking upsetting..
polymer and composite faci give me predicted module grade E..
Haiz.. with all my daily grade which is like 4eva C downgrade = D
Those X = absent
Can any1 juz KILL me?
I wish that everything is juz a dream, a nightmare...
Feeling so lost..
To think of it...
I've nv understand lessons since the beginning of the sem..
environmental science answers are just too broad..
skipped too much polymers lesson..
chemistry faci too CMI.. with my current knowledge bout chem = DIE! (do u noe I've only scored 1/30?)
I totally lost my fighting spirit to study for UT2..
Perhaps till the end..
I'm the letdown to myself..
no1 is to blame..
its all bcuz of me..
My heart ache seeing tis kind of grades im having..
can any1 understand this kind of feeling?
what if the same thing happens to my UT 2,3 &4?
I wish to stop tis pain...
I hate to cry for my studies..
y am i always such a failure in life?
haiz..
tis grades juz spoils everything..
"what's the point of crying?" i told myself..
because it simply hurts... i think this is what my heart tells me..
I CANT DO ANYTHING!!
nothing...
haiz..
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LifeGoesOn~