3rd nov 08. Monday. 9.12pm Its juz another day.. I'd really need some break.. slpt in school 2day.. I hate to tok to ppl I dun wish to tok to when im tired.. tis is ME..
My mood is extremly bad.. luckily I was being cheered by some phone calls.. BUT.. Im still having that FUKED up feeling.. Perhaps its those UT.. FFFFFFF daily grades CCCCCC or downgrade $^&^$*%@#
wil came to me and brag bout his pp results.. I always felt that his way too inferior... be it daily grades or UT or even $$$$.. gives me the pressure.. U sux la! =X
Often... We like to have tis concept... "what if im not as good as him" "why me.. not u" "its ALWAYS ur fault"
but do u noe.. it all begins wif how we think? why compare if u noe the issue isnt comparing? why blame others when u juz want to feel better? and u could actually feel better if u tell urself u can feel juz bout how u wanna feel if u let urself be? I mean.. Its all about how we perceived things.. some may be hard to accept.. some may be painful.. we shouldnt be afraid to make mistakes.. life couldnt be without mistakes.. because it is a part of growing up.. same as crying.. crying makes us stronger.. (who dun feel better after crying, breaking down?) as what I've always said, the journey is more important that its destination..
but everything.. its definately true that we couldnt feel the actual pain of the person's scars.. we can onli imagine it upon us.. so if u're a true fren, always lend them ur shoulders and ur ears... u cant experience it unless it happens on u.. be happy if u have such frens..