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` NAME: Huiling
` D.O.B: 12/01/89
` Age: 20
` School: Republic Poly
` Course: Diploma In Material Science
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    Sunday, November 9, 2008


    Sunday, 09/11/08.. 9.42pm..
    Back...
    Did some shopping and watched high school musical 3..
    It has been ages since i've last movie..

    Felt rather down..
    Because of some unspoken words perhaps..
    Afterall, I'm the 1 that made myself like that...

    Sometimes...
    things kept pounding on me..
    Am I too emotional, overly sensitive, self-centered and always feeling down..
    and bcuz of tis, I've constantly hurt myself and others..
    Taking an example..
    When some1 called me out...
    I always have negative mindset that people have no other choice but juz me...
    It spoils my mood.. N I spoil theirs if I lose control..
    but frequently, wearing a mask an be miss nice had actually becums a habit..

    It felt extremely exhausting..
    because im not being me..
    I've countlessly wish 4 the best for others..
    That i've ignore how painfully my heart is bleeding..
    But everything seems to be too late to regret..
    I wonder if its my character to be miss "nice" I people I value veri much or im juz faking myself..

    The harder I try to be myself..
    the more my doubts arise...
    Im a person whom couldn't even guage right or wrong...
    Its so hard decide everything for ourself..

    can it all stops?

    - LifeGoesOn~