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Saturday, November 22, 2008

Went out wif my cuxz
bee,lian, ling and rachel..
Tis is the dress i brought for bee's wedding..
U muz be wondering how'd look in it rite?
yeaa... I does look pretty HORRIBLE..
Wif the broad shoulders like those of a man..
legs and sumo size figure..
that manly appearance...
lol..
Seriously... I sux...
Haiz.. If it wasn't for bee's wedding..
I rather u kill me that to wear it..
Im simply too macho and it doesnt suits me, be it char or appearance...

Haiz..

Yeaaa.. I dun deny I have the character of a man..

Quiet, Calm, 0% bitchy-ness..

even on the outside..

I do not really doll-up myself..

some may even think im a butch...

HAHA..

Thankfully, I didn't walk the same path as ling..

Bcuz my huge boobs would be a waste if i bcum 1..

LOL!

If I were to be 1, I would definately excel better than ling..

haha! LOL! JOKING...ok.. serious...

HAHA!

Since i was a child, I was brought up in a guy's way...

Fighting wif big bro,

Playing wif my childhood buddy; wil

Even wif my cuxz, I was the caring 1 to look after all of my cuxz..

Even worst, When i got fat,

Girlish stuff juz seems stupid...

Sports was wat mum's put me to..

Swimming is the reason why my shoulders is so broad..

Haha...

Ling n I enjoyed doing Dangerous stuff and stuns in the past..

Still couldnt forget that when we are both fat..

We promise to nv get married as thou guys didnt exist..

U shld be wondering y i didnt became 1?

2 things..

Family, Friends...

I've a perfect family that teaches me well enough to understand what human shld be..

I have friends that is simply too girlish..

Esp that elena that force me into wearing make-ups and dress..

But mayb its perhaps..

I'm liked by a guy back then..

LOL!

In the end..
I changed from a tomboy to some normal gal..
perhaps a lil fuked up..
cuz of the way I present myself ba..

N that char..

HAHA.. cant helped it..

It's only until my sec sch life when I started changing..

but I still looked gd when I wanted to isnt it?

>.<

Haiz.. sorry for being random..

I just dun feel gd when lian had to suit me in buying tis dress..

IM SO F****** UGLY!!!!

just felt rather jealous that ling dun need to wear it..

BUT, i dun wanna disappoint bee..

for ling's sake..

Just wanna say to some ppl that has misunderstanding of butch.. esp elderly...

Although what they've choose may b wrong in ur perception/ ethically...

But..

God create us..

We create law.. and orders...

there isnt right or wrong right at the beginning...

We dun really have the rights to stop people from being themselves...

Therefore lesbians and gays exists in ur dictionary..

-.-'''

Im happy to see bee's happy wif his future husband henry..

Lian's wif her bf sebastian and Ling wif rachel..

Feeling kinda lonely.. haha!

but i belive that..

Someday...

my mr right will come for me..

ok... tat's all..

I simply love my cuxz..

being able to enjoy what I've enjoyed at doing..

Eating and arcade..

I've finally ate pepper lunch! ^^

N... Trust me...

im gonna have INTENSE slimming tis 2 wks..

sad... but i still muz present the best of me...

wish me luck!

Btw... U may not agree with what i said..

But..

Some people that do the wrong thing are actually happier than those who does the right thing everytime..

Believe it or not...

- LifeGoesOn~