Monday, December 22, 2008
It was really a saddening day..
Over a bee...
I REALLY HATE INSECTS!!!
haiz..
im really not me..
its correct that i make u feel like an idiot.. im childish..
but what u've said does really hurts..
does our friendship really has the "communication problem"
am i stuck at the past and u're still moving on?
I really dun like this "nan guai wo men bu ke yi gou tong"
does our friendship really brings so much burden to you?
am i really tis sucky?
Sometimes.. i really wish to noe what's true from you...
Sway sway.. chris called at that moment when i was crying..
but didnt picked his call..
told him bout it...
and at first he said that she isnt correct to scold me...
that "if she's really your bestie... she will understand"
"like what i say, if someone treat you good friend she will not say those words no matter what"
it did UPSET me and i cried again..
lol.. guys arnt tat great at comforting ppl...
SERIOUSLY!
Whatever he says is smth that what my brain used to tell me..
currently.. I only trust my heart...
him:dun think of broken, but just try to salvage.
if really can't den you know is time to let go,
and lol.. he is humourous...
him:crying is for those weakling
me: i am a weakling...
him:nope.. every1 is not a weaking..
him:you are the fastest swimmer in ur mums womb
him:so you are the champion, get it?
Me: haha...
A super cold joker.. but.. i laughed...
guess i shldnt really think too much...
really a gd fren...
let me emphasis again... gd fren...
but his really sum1 im really attracted to...
feeling better doesnt mean im totally alrite..
nevertheless.. my bestie does means a lot more than any other thing..
friends is still my priority..
cant kick the habit..
perhaps one day.. i could understand what he really meant...
family r always thr for you.. not friends...
alrite.. i shall get some rest..
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