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` NAME: Huiling
` D.O.B: 12/01/89
` Age: 20
` School: Republic Poly
` Course: Diploma In Material Science
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Friday, January 30, 2009

im back~
OWWWW..
im extremely exhausted!
hmmm.. chu 3.. went out wif sweetgirls and miss eugene and daniel to celebrate Ah ME's birthday..
sing K at topone..
pls visit facebook if u wanna view those photos..
haha..
chu 4.. went for mj session..
ok... i shall skip that part...
LOL!
new yr has always been sooo bz for me..
I have such BIG family that I haven even complete this bai nian thingy..
anyway.. I juz miss every1 of them..
used to have the chance to meet every1 of them when grandma was still ard..
haha.. now I got not a single grandparents left..
Sometimes.. its often to late to treasure..
until everything is gone..
what's left is memories for u to cherish..
Therefore.. tis is what i've promise myself..
To never let go of anything until they themselves suggested to...
Be it my family,cuxz and friends..
=)
thank you for being important..
haha..

Bascially.. im juz feeling great for what I have and disappointed over what i've lost..
juz like the smiles I've used to give..
they were no longer as beautiful and often..
could it be i've seen to much of this "practical" and "realistic" world?
Or am I juz too tired of life..
Happiness..
Something I've always strived for..
believeing that if I could make sum1 happy..
I will too.. be happy..
However..
Im really getting tired..
To see others being happy..
Yet im the only 1 that is constantly trying to grasp happiness..
juz in order to fill my hollow heart..

I'd often tell myself that its juz bullshit that people could actually believes that we need the other half to complete ourselves..
and for what I thinks.. friends and family are juz sufficient..
but..
why?
wheneva loneliness strikes..
All I could do is call or msg the same person?
juz bcuz my besties werent free to be thr for me?
oh my.. WATEVER!
Sometimes I juz dun understand my heart..
I shldnt let anymore ppl entering my life..
Im sastisfied with what I have..
with my love ones..
dun really feel like being used foolishly for ppl that are not worth..
juz not gg to leave my heart for any guys.. for now..
I noe I dun need 1..
hmm... sooo screwed...

sucks!!!
haha.. im joking!
-.-'''
nevertheless... im happy as long as i have great friends ard me..
thanks for calling to disturb..
that lil something that brightens up my day..
however.. only a few can do that..
N duh... its definately not him ba..
I juz missed my secondary sch life..
I wish we I could turn back time...

hmm! alrite!
I noe what I wan onced again..
should never be affect by ppl easily..
muz learn to IGNORE and say NO...
rubbish entries..
LOL?
and u're still reading it..
how foolish! -.-'''

- LifeGoesOn~