
Mummy woke me up early in the morning..
had to accompany her to meet up wif her SISTERS..
once again.. Im wif a bunch of aunties and uncles..
luckily i have my cousin eunice to accompany me..
Had dim sum at tian wang; sembawang shopping centre..
Sry ppl.. I was too obsessed with the dim sum..
Another reason is.. lol.. their chopsticks is faster than my hp..
Its also rude to ask the elderly to wait..
So.. U can only see the lightings and the empty table..
OWWW?
=)
I've always felt that if accompanying mummy would makes her happy, I would do everything to see her smiles..
haha.. but.. Always tagging wif mummy juz makes me becoming more n more of a person wif few words..or shld I 'anti-social'
cuz wheneva mummy goes to a relative house, she would either mj-ing or play cards..
N.. I will be thr to rot..
The words coming out from my mouth seems to be getting lesser n lesser..
Becoming more and more closed up to the ppl ard me..
It seems like im refusing to talk as much as I did b4..
Sometimes.. It did really makes me pouder..
Am I the 1 that make myself alone, left out..
It seems to be getting harder n harder to live my everyday life..
I wished to be happier..
FUKED UP!
SO FUKING FUKED UP wif life and yet ppl is making my life more difficult.. SERIOUSLY!
Im starting to think that guys are a nuisance..
its so fuking irritating!
N worst.. If u dun understand whr im coming from when I said so much..
U juz fukingly dun get me when I wanted peace..
N u sort of make use of my good to noe that I wun reject ppl if they needs help..
ZZZ!
U KNNB-ly bring out the dark side of me..
Bcuz of u I lost my FUCKING frenship..
U're getting on my nerves..
One more time n I will aim all my anger right at ur fucking face..
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes its juz so hard to always be nice..
cuz not every1 appreciates ur kindness..
N worst takes it for granted..
I juz hate it when ppl provoke me..
I have good patience.. but that doesnt mean i wun lose my patience..
4 heaven's sake..
Grow up..
ZZZ
Im so screwed up..
If u read tis..
Juz.. Dun messed wif me..
I cant gurantee ur safety..
Cuz.. my words can hurt more than any1 else..
Juz bcuz u only noe the 1 sided me...