Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Sometimes, I wonder if im selfish..
Sometimes, I think that I dun even make a good friend..
Sometimes, I wonder if im really the 1 making things incorrigible...
Sometimes, I tot to myself if im really the 1 turning things to hates..
Sometimes, I try believing in ur words that I have new frens that I didnt shower another frenship wif care and concern...
That sometimes, has already bcum something that is constantly making me feel bad..
Perhaps..
Im the 1 not being understanding..
Im the 1 being selfish..
Im the 1 being childish..
Im the 1 that enjoys making a fuss out of everything..
Im the 1 that cause everything to drift..
BUT!
If its over a guy, I've caused myself to lose my frenship..
Sry.. I wun accept..
I trust that u're bz to leave my bday aside...
I trust that u're bz, all u could do is msg me on my bday.. that few msgs..
I trust that u're bz, u didnt reply..
I trust that u're bz, u dun have time to be wif frens...
N bcuz u're bz,
you dun have time to entertain my childishness,
you dun have time to tell me what's happening,
you dun have time to listen to what i wanna say..
you dun have time to...
even be my friend...
Perhaps.. I shld juz believe that u're bz...
but please...
when everything is done..
Rmb me once again..
huiling, the fren that believes in ur best friend forever...
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LifeGoesOn~