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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Didnt have much energy to work today..

Its super tiring to wake up at 5am to prepare for work..

Can no longer ask daddy to send me to work place..

His FINALLY working again..

After sooooo long..

Kinda envy daddy's n browie's job..

liked their working clothes "overall" where it is in a full piece, top n btm linked tgt..

white is the nicest.. n daddy's got it..

bro's 1 is orange..

I wonder if im working in sci industries what colour will i get.. LOL.. am i dreaming too much?

Be it engineering or science field.. im not gonna put my dip to a waste..

So wanna work at big big factories when i complete my studies..

hmm.. soo... what job shld i get?

i mean.. for now..

mummy told me to cont tis Spinelli job..

cuz I dun need to work hard for $ now since daddy's working n its only a 2mths break..

but.. Spinelli's getting bored..

tot of working at minitoon; $5.50/hr..

shld i?

already brought soooo many sets of newspaper..

Yet I couldnt find a job that suits every1's request..

shall not mention bout it..

Sometimes I'd really wonder if im doing the right things..

Have I gone too far for others that I've forgotten everything bout myself..

It drains me dry..

Perhaps im juz too tired today..

Nevertheless.. I muz blame myself..

afterall im the 1 that decides my own scheduls..

ahh... sometimes.. I really wish my besties were here for me..

selfish.. but they r the only 1 that decides for me..

the only ppl that helps me..

the only ppl that I could rely on..

Haha.. to be honest..

Im not sum1 that likes deciding for others..

I dun like interfering in something called "life"

I dun like being the big boss to call the shot..

but often.. reality forced us to be who we dun wan to be..

juz like the job im having now..

I dun like interacting..

I dun like smiling..

I wish to work alone and my colleague would stfu cuz he/she is juz a colleague but not my friends..(im not anti.. but I juz dun like it when I dun feel like toking n u kept toking)

but its not possible isnt it?

hmm... im being sooo childish nowadays..

y am i so worked up?

im losing so much of my cool..

I seems to start neglecting how others feel..

haiz..

I need to calm myself down n get more rest..

my patience level is at its limit..

or rather pms is coming?

ARGH.........

I wish to put a stop to everything..

Juz dun feel like interacting wif this world anymore..

Life's is getting a lil too out of hand..

help?

I really wish thr r ppl who could feel how I feel...

- LifeGoesOn~