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` NAME: Huiling
` D.O.B: 12/01/89
` Age: 20
` School: Republic Poly
` Course: Diploma In Material Science
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    Saturday, February 7, 2009


    (please view ahyan's blog to noe what happened yesterday..as i dun really have the time to do so..)
    ;thanks for the accompaniment for the job interview...and thanks ahyan keeping us when we had no whr to go..

    Was rather tired today..
    Yet.. bcuz of it being family day..
    My relatives "had" to come..
    Somehow the sound of the mj irritates my ears..

    I was filled wif so much enthusiam to blog bout what happened yesterday..
    However..
    zzzz.. tis niece of mine is getting on my nerves..
    juz bcuz she wans to play the com..
    she intrude into my privacy!
    N rushes me to use the com..
    Sometimes I really hate tis family day excuse whr they actually come n gamble...
    A family day..
    Yet I was always not a part of it..
    Freedom?
    I guess they dun even bother bout my existence..
    I hate them for being bias and treasured my brothers so much more..
    I hate them for always using monetary as concern to think that I would be happy..
    Family?
    I dun even feel that I had one..
    It had never been something important to me..
    Was never my priority..
    I could hardly even count how much happiness they have gave me..

    Haiz.. Y am I always at my limits nowadays?
    It really pissed me..
    Y do I have to act as if im ok when Im not ok at all?

    If crying helps..
    Y does it gets more and more painful?
    Juz bcuz I felt tat no 1 cares bout me..
    Im making a big fuss over here..
    How mature could I be..
    but sometimes..
    I'd really wish I wasn't that understanding and giving..
    I juz wish to give in a bit to tat constantly bleeding heart..
    To noe that im striving so hard for recognition is wrong..
    Yet im still falling deeper and deeper to my deadliest flaws..
    If I ever die immediately without goodbyes..
    Will u cry for me?

    Sometimes I dun really noe what or why im crying..
    It sux that I've always bottled things up N explode when it couldnt hold on anymore..
    I've always been understanding..
    So why wun the people I cared for understands me for once?
    Y cant I be selfish to care bout how I feel first for once?
    Im getting soo tired..
    Im losing myself soo much faster than I can handle..
    Im sick of everything...

    - LifeGoesOn~