Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Fly $157.25..
T____T
This is the second time im retaking my O's science..
So its $300+ to be exact down the drain..
Worst..
I have tis feeling that i'll flung my exam again..
Fyp,Work, studies n O's..
Wondering if i could bring in driving..
ZZZ..
SUX!
Life, such a horrible thing..
Heard from mummy tat my cousin my be diagnosis wif cancer..
Tis sux evenmore..
I really dun like..
Inheritable they say..
Yea..
I've lost a lot of my love ones..
my 5th auntie, my most beloved uncle whom bring so much of my childhood memories..
N my dearest grandmother.. My one n only grandparent i get to see..
Now my 20yr old cousin?
How cruel god could be..
The cheong bloodlines u put the prank on..
To suffer from such illnesses..
I seems to have enough of it?
Its so much more than my heart could take..
Someday..
Would it be my turn?
Perhaps grandpa's heart attack?
or juz some stupid cancerous cells inside me?
Haha..
By then I would make full use of tis sentence..
will u cry for me when i die?
haiz..
Needs to cheer up..
alrites!
Sry..
Im not a "living is so wonderful" kind of ppl..
Juz wished to say it out to feel better?
but it didnt seems to help..
4get it..
Tml's outing..
dun have much energy for it..
Seriously dun..
But its definately gonna be alrite..
Btw, thanks 10..
=)
thanks for being able to make it to the guitar concert wif me loh..
Some friends..
They will always be thr for u when u need them..
Other friends..
U can only be thr for them.. however, doesnt applies to them.. does it?
My vision for friendship seems to be getting blurrer n blurrer..
What kind of friends should I really treasure?
haiz..
Whatever it is..
I shldnt cont to make more fuss out of everything..
haiz..
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LifeGoesOn~