I chabo-ed class today! N its like.. only my 2nd wk of sch? -.-'''
Im so easily influenced.. tsk tsk tsk to cindy n hy.. lol!
Juz joking.. Watch '17 again' wif mar,sarina n bad influence 2.. haa..
PS auntie 10.. they kept me bz the entire day.. *4got to msg u back, until i realised.. its like 11pm le* SORRY!
Alrite.. back to the topic.. I wonder y im so zai wif everything too.. Actually didnt wan to leave.. But.. *beat cheast*
Hmm.. Guess tis is the me afterall.. Whenever its for a friend.. I try to give my best for them.. N if its for a bestie.. God.. I would give u everything for u to hold that trust in me..
It seems pretty sucky.. Bcuz.. I can be scolded for being a good friend.. sensitive yet dull.. Auntie 10 can scold me.. u think u veri rich huh.. then give me all ur $.. Elena can scold me saying i always put others b4 myself n i should care bout "ME" Besties said that im too quiet(blank) and sometimes too talkative.. Being scolded bcuz I think too neutral (i have not much feelings) Being too serious wif everything..
My flaws seems exceptionally special ya? beats me.. but.. What i noe is that.. Im constantly changing to be a better friend.. I seriously am..
Its hard to come by being almost "perfect".. Not as in saying im perfect but being a friend worthwhile having..
If you could rmb.. I used to be some friend that is so full of myself as im good in sports as well as studies(yr1,2) I only bother bout how I think n felt.. nth bout others.. I was sooo CMI wif my sec looks.. I used to be so "keep out" kinda friend.. I dun bother bout friendship.. "so what has it gotta do wif me? I survived wif food not friends logic"
yeah.. It used to be me.. but bcuz of people that have entered my life as well as those leaving me to another world.. I started treasuring every single ppl that considers me as a friend.. Moreover if u're my bestie that have changed me..
I dunno if throughout all these yrs.. It has been smooth or painful.. filled wif tears or joy.. But im changing bcuz I've learnt how to cherish..
A little to late for some ppl that have once sacrificed so hard for me..
Hoping for a chance...
But, Has already ended.. It'll never be the same again.. A memory i'll rmb.. sisters.forever.