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` NAME: Huiling
` D.O.B: 12/01/89
` Age: 20
` School: Republic Poly
` Course: Diploma In Material Science
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    Wednesday, April 15, 2009


    I went crazy..
    Hell beyond my control..
    The previous post was.. -.-'''

    I dunno if its juz me..
    I can lived without anything..
    But..
    If I were to live without the support of my family n friends..
    It seems almost impossible..

    Perhaps those r the reason y i'd often wan ppl to reckon my existence while I lived up to their trust..
    I dun have much support from my family..
    They are the reason y I value friendship more than my family..

    Family to me..
    Is juz having a house for shelter..
    N $ to spend..

    I do love them..
    Not as if i dun..

    My family is not rich..
    But they pampers me a lot..
    I noe..
    Bcuz I can have a lot of things if i juz asked..

    I juz dun feel happy tis way..
    I wan a family whr I can tok to,
    A family that arn't tat bz..
    A family whr we could all stays in the living room to juz sit on the comfy couch to watch tv and have dinner tgt..
    This.. Is really what i wished for..

    Maybe its true that im childish..
    Those "grow up la huiling"
    No..
    How it feels if ur entire family were at hm..
    N the whole day..
    U merely speak more than 5sentence or worst, none?
    haha..
    Perhaps thats the reason y i dun like toking..
    ITS THE GENES..
    haiz..
    retard..

    Turn to my friends instead..

    Sorry to friends that i've relied too much on..

    Thank you.. bcuz you all are that allows me to show my true self..
    I seriously cant do any better without u ppl..

    But..
    Perhaps..
    I should stop relying on friends to cause such misery upon them..
    It juz seems that im becoming more like a burden instead of a friend..
    N.. sharing n concern should stop too..
    Im too tired to give..
    I wouldnt be getting either..
    A full stop to it.

    So.. I truly wished ppl would accept it..
    dun give.. I dun wished to feel guilty..
    Concern for me is juz a waste of ur own effort..
    (i dun wan any1 to feel that i took them for granted)
    alrites..
    tat's all..

    *A wrong call/or a right call.. which allows me to see that spark of light once again for something i've once called friends forever..
    Will everything be alright soon?

    I brought tis 2..
    To balance off the 1 that i've lost..
    Is the brown 1 boyish?

    - LifeGoesOn~