Woooohoooo~ feeling much better now.. bye bye fever.. Worked as usual in the morning.. N the next thing i noe is.. Im stucked once again in my own world;room.. "Nothingness" something carefree.. yet so hollow and empty..
Guess i've made a fool out of myself from the last few post.. No doubt.. Childish.. Perhaps the fever burned away my most of my smart cells Making it difficult to differentiate the difference btw saying what I feel n bullshitting..
Things muz have been rather bored for u reader too.. To witness my life as work, fyp, sports and plain rotting at hm.. Maybe a lil entertainment here and thr.. Fair enough.. Couldnt ask for more.. Greed kills.. Oh well.. I've learnt to be more optimistic.. I cant forever be feeling shitty bout almost everything that doesnt comes in my way isnt it?
Im all better now.. BUT.. guess its a matter of time before I get hit back into my emo self.. haaaaaa... useless me..
Nevermind those nonsense.. Should be feeling rather happy bout having tis fever.. Cuz.. I finally! finally dun eat as much as B4..(my own perspective) Thanks to tat.. Kinda meet up wif long lost hip bones.. -.-''' ok.. guess that wasnt funny.. But if i haven lose any weight.. Where has all the fat gone? hmmm...
ps. It's Never Enough If We Kept Wanting More From What It Already Can Be..