I didnt noe receiving msg from sum1 u've been wanting 2 forget could actually hurt so much..
Sometimes.. When i tot to myself, Am I really underappreciated?
Why am I the 1 that can only shares ppl's sorrows? N the happiness was never shared?
I really wished to be a perfect friend that every1 would envy.. But.. Instead of being envy, im being trampled on by people whom I actually wanna give my best to..
Im a useless friend aint I? Sum1 that only follows.. didnt have much temper.. Wun quarrel bcuz I often seems so dead.. Will not show how I really feel bcuz I DON'T KNOW HOW?
sighs.. That msges juz makes my heart feels tat im only a tool.. Even if we're not friends.. U still would share things wif me cuz whatever thing I say is melody to ur ears..
I do felt a lil stupid.. Trying to 4get everything once again.. But.. How could I not help?
I dunno why am I crying for small matters.. I juz felt that I've disappoint myself too much for a friend..
U're my BFF.. U understand what im saying.. I've given in juz too much.. Im tired.. I wished u could put urself in my shoes for once.. Am I really such a lousy friend that being friends or not seems so redundant?
haha! Y am i asking something over n over again when thr's no ans? juvenile..
Who could be thr for me when i really need sum1 to talk to? have u ever tot of tat?