Im kinda having some slight difficulty smiling nowadays.. I wonder if its juz me.. Too tired, Or having some depression emo shit in me.. sighs..
Ponned sch 2day.. As usual a sudden decision made by tsk tsk tsk.. shall not mention the culprit names.. LOL...
This kind of life, I desire..
Shopping wif frens.. study-free lifestyle.. No work.. Plain eating out n buying things to pamper oneself..
btw.. Peg house is DAMN big can? got 3 sofa set la! 2 story summore! -.-''' bambi's super cute too.. How I wish I could have 1 too.. XD
Some words impacted on me a lot today.. Seriously speaking.. Sometimes I couldnt even judge if my friends were true.. Or its juz bcuz I may came in "handy"..
I do understand that $ is hard to earn.. Moreover, Its what my family tot would bring me happiness.. N.. Something which proves the SIZE im currently stucked wif.. But.. haiz.. A family that literally cares bout u controls ur spending.. One that provide monetary needs when u asked or even better, dun even need to ask.. Isnt concern.. Until I really bought something some.. They'll come asking.. Hey girl.. whr u buy it from? it looked nice. have u been eating lot? or watever.. That's the moment I noticed I still have a family..
ARGH.. I dun like mention bout family stuff.. Neither will I tok bout BFF's crap eva again.. *SCREWED*
Life's complicated.. It's not as simple as it looks.. Being happy on the outside doesnt mean u're happy on the inside.. Worst, both ways..
Meeting up tis sat.. love u two to the max.. the silly 2 that perfected the imperfect world.. 7yrs ongoing to 8.. Looked how old u became! aunties!! Xp