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` NAME: Huiling
` D.O.B: 12/01/89
` Age: 20
` School: Republic Poly
` Course: Diploma In Material Science
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    Wednesday, May 6, 2009


    Im tired..
    Physically and mentally..

    Had a great day wif auntie lisa..
    Swam..
    Chatted..
    (friendship)
    Its hard not to believe in what she've said..
    Somehow,It juzed ring a bell in my heart..
    All my doubts I have in my bestie.. her daughter..

    I really wished that I have my entire trust wif u..
    To sustain tis friendship because its worth..
    But..
    How should I when ur mum is the 1 that tells me u're not a good friend?
    I tried to find excuses..
    Like.. u're not like tis.. Bcuz of sch work or stress..
    But..
    Can I argue with ur mum that understands u ever since u were born?

    Its true..
    If I have no respect for myself..
    Who would respect me?

    Asked yourself..
    How many times do u wish to lie before u tell the truth?
    N u've nv apologise or even feel a single bit of regrets?
    How u've ignored the existence of ur friends and family?
    How long have i been stucked in tis cuz his not free then u start finding ur friends shit?
    The only bad times its me.. gd times its him kinda things? juz for u to vent ur anger..

    I couldnt deny what auntie lisa said..
    U're no longer who u used to be when u've entered poly..

    Perhaps my BFF has already died when i've graduated from sec 5..
    What im holding is juz memories..

    Im getting so so so confused in if u're taking me for granted..
    If u're using me for ur own benefits..

    I didnt noe the truth could hurt so much..
    I've been trying so hard to believe in tis friendship..
    Not think too much, not a single comments from my friends, trying not to pick a quarrel..
    Now.. ur mum..

    So much that i've been wanting to tell u,argue for an ans..
    I've been stopping myself bcuz I didnt wanna make this friendship worst..

    I really dunno what to do next..
    U noe u're my bestest friend..
    But I have to give it all up..

    If I never get back to tis frienship..
    At least I noe i've tried my best in respecting myself as well as tis BFF theory..
    In accepting what auntie lisa said, to make u more aware of situations..

    haiz..
    Perhaps u wun be reading it at all..

    Im so tired.
    Y did u bcum such a total stranger?
    When will u start telling the truth n stop all those ignorings/hidings?
    I really had enough of myself being childish..

    sighs..
    I noe if im not a gd friend..
    but.. sometimes.. I wonder if u noe r u a gd friend urself?

    - LifeGoesOn~