Juvenile.. I only noe I couldnt control my tears..
Have u eva felt of wanting to give in so much.. Juz to prove sum1 wrong.. Nv once succeed.. But u juz kept trying.. Until it reaches ur limit then u fall back n cry?
U felt so weak.. Bcuz.. It only matters to you.. U wanted to tell.. But it'll nv help.. U wanted to give up or shut urself completely.. But it goes back to being "childish"
I dunno why im lost for words.. I only felt sorry for everything..
I've tried.. Tried.. N tried..
But it juz doesnt seems to help.. I've tried thinking that bcuz im not my best yet.. I'll bcum better..
Now.. I really wish to tell u.. Sorry.. I seems to not wanna try anymore.. Its more than juz being tired..
When im tired.. I noe resting could help.. When i've failed.. I noe the trust i have in u keeps me gg.. But.. I only wished to be treated more fairly.. Telling the truth is all i asked for.. Not lies to make me feel better...
Not hecking to think that tml the problem will be solved by itself..
Im juz a lil too tired..
ps ppl.. dun ask me what happened.. dun ask me not to emo n tok.. dun bother about me.. I'll be a lil too emotional to reply.. I swear im not kidding.. U dun wanna see me cry..
*deep breathe* im taking a break from acting happy.. juz leave me alone.. cuz u're not the 1 that can help solve. Yet the 1 that shld bothers will no longer bother.. I juzed write bcuz i have no other place to do so..